tired

Wednesday.
Another lovely day, get to stay home and do my homework...
When I was still in Penang, I will tend to hang out with friends..eating, shopping, chit chatting..
But now, I preferred to stay at home...and just enjoy my relaxing time.
;)

Maybe, we at different stage want different things ba..


Will be going back to Penang this coming Sat, for my final corporate documentary shooting. (If you saw a bunch of people shooting along the road side in Penang, I might be one of them then~ ;p)

Kinda mix feeling and this confused me.

Going back hometown should be something excited.
But for this time, I just feel the tiredness, and....bit of restless.
I even have the feeling that, if can, I'll rather stay at home in Sunway.

Maybe, I am just too tired of the traveling hours.
Maybe, I am just too tired, both physically and mentally.
Maybe, is because of the purpose of this Penang trip is not about relaxing but about assignment.
Maybe.....
Maybe...

Hmm, finding excuses...or analyzing the reasons?


I just felt restless le...
:\

no breakfast

Early morning before I wake up, a friend sent me a SMS regarding the unsafe bread.
I read, then I sleep again.
When I wake up, I had totally forgot about it.

The SMS came into my mind just now.
So, I went to the online paper and realized that, it's true!

It said,
"Popular brands of bread have been found to contain a preservative called propionic acid in amounts of up to five times more than the permitted limit." --- The Star.

O?? I was like....wat??
Means that all these while...the bread that we took are not safe.
???
Question marks occurs in my mind...so how now?
Everyone (almost nia la...) think that bread is healthy food and now..we gonna stop taking bread?

Then..
Then...
Then.....I got no breakfast to take lo??
(I used to take bread as my breakfast, hehe...)

Aww....somemore, I am a bit, kind of a bread lover......
I start to wonders..the life without bread......

hmmmm..

rainbow and sun

Wed, such a lovely day...where I got no class and can sleep as much as I can~
Hooray~
;p

SC send me a song... it says about, you are not my rainbow, you are not my sun.
Suddenly, I felt, it's so true.

Sometime, is not yours, the it is not.
No matter how much you want it..
..how much you appreaciate it...
..how much you like it...
...it is still not yours.

No matter, is a watch...a soft toy....a chance...or even a person.
It's still the same.

Do you find your rainbow and sun?

Sometimes, a correct timing......is really an important element.....I think.


:)

emotional?

Tuesday, suppose will only be home by 7. But, thank God and thank for Cheryl, I am home d~

As I told you all, I miss the Dutch Lady Chocolate milk.
I think most of my friends too sayang me...coz the next day after I blog, i found the chocolate milk in the fridge of my coll's TenTen (the mini market in LUCT)....

**thanks la, a-p...haha**

Hmm, not sure did you all hear about this phrase..
"women (gals) are emotional"

These two days, I bit emotional ler.
Feel down...feel.....strange.
Something change...maybe I just not get used with it.
Coz...somehow, the change is too fast.
Hmm, maybe God just answered my prayer. :)

So, I just need to stand strong, stand straight and always remember....
My Lord is with me.
I am always not alone.
Can always rely on Him.

:)

yayyy

Yayy~ I've done with my last assignment for this week.
O, thank God. Feel so nice right now.
I miss my bed (only sleep 2 hours last night)... :P

Jenny said I told you all that I finished my assignment, but actually still have this one which due today.
So, is it?? Did I said so??
Aiya, nvm la..just know that I'm done now, that's enough!!
**kekekeee**

Went through a hectic week, been working non-stop...
No time for movie, no time for entertainment....awww...
I felt that I am like a sandwich especially throughout this week.
*ok, I know it's weird that I said I feel like I'm a sandwich.....even SY and Desmond gimme that "apa-lah" look...sigh**

But, honestly, I felt so...just telling to tell others how I feel....
sobsob....hehe.

I think sandwich is very pity...especially the tuna (we're talking about a tuna sandwich k..? hmm, just assume la.... ;p) will be so pity as it has to press by both side -- the bread.
aww, I can felt how the tuna feel la.....

Stress..
Tires...
Restless...
..and my head is sooo heavy... **come to my silly ques, can I take my head off a while??hmmm."

ok la..
No more assignment for coming few days....
So, no more tuna sandwich lo...muahahah..
ops.

I gonna enjoy my weekend.......u guys too la~~~
;)

Hmm?

Finally, both copywriting journal and my single page world wide web have submitted!!!
Yeah~~yeah~~yeah~~

Hmm, maybe I am too stress, maybe I am too tired...maybe....
Ok, forget about it, I just wanna say....I think I something wrong today.
I keep feeling hungry. **OH,no!!**

Took lunch at 11++, hungry at 4++...
Took a heavy dinner around 8++....hungry now....which is 4 hours later...
Wow.......I....speechless lo. Just wondering...what happen with my stomach....??
Hmmm..

There's another weird things ler.
I used to drink Dutch Lady chocolate when I reach college early.
But, it has already been 2 weeks that I din get to drink the chocolate milk la!!!
What happened?

Just now, when I was on my way home, I cannot tahan and tried to look for the chocolate milk.
Who knows, I went to three shops...and all of them din have the Dutch Lady's.

Argghh...

I wanna drink my Dutch Lady Chocolate Milk la........
:/

smile

wow, is me!
I am a bit frustrated due to dunno what happened with the blogger.
As I had type out a long long entry and save it in draft, who knows, when I opened it yesterday..that's just an empty entry.
Hehe..so have to re-type lo..

**haha! **

Ok, let's see.
Last Sunday, I skipped both guitar and dance class...for my assignment purpose.. Then I felt bad after I get to know that on that Sunday, it is the last guitar and dance....and I did not attend!!!!
Awwww!! **breath in...breath out....relax**
hmm..I just feel sad la.... :(

Then, there's smtg happen on last Sun as well.
I had a really scary nightmare **or, should say eveningmare**..
..and guess what, I found out that I was crying when I woke up!

Ok, some of you guys might feel I am funny, but after I woke up...
..I just feel so bad, feel so sad, feel so pain..
Can you imagine, I even need to take about half an hour to calm myself to back to the normal me...
I not really remember what the nightmare is about. But, I just remember it was pain!
**O....I even feel bad when I think of it...**

I wonder, how will this happened?
It has been a long long time I din have nightmare..
..maybe I am just too stress...
...too tired...
..think too much...
gua?!?

O, Lord, take away the nightmare,Lord.
I dont want to experience it again.....

Anyhow, it's over. Smile smile, siewmay. Smile smile, people~
;)

I like rainy day

As usual, today is another rainy day.
Since small, I like rainy day. There are reasons why I like it so much.
Hehee. Ya ler, I believe that there's always reasons behind it when you like something or someone... don't say something like, 'I just like it'..somehow, I think it's just now make sense le..
;p

Ok, come back to the reason..
1. I like the cooling weather...compare to the hot sun which causing me to sweat like dunno what's wrong...
2. I love the smell, especially when I'm beside a field, when rains, you can smell the 'rain'...it's so nice.... Yeah, I like it~

**wondering what am I talking about the 'smell' hmm, it's quite difficult to explain it clearly. So, close your eyes and take a breath when it starts raining...then I think you will know what I mean... ;)**

Been not blog for few dayss, cause I am really busy.
Busy with assignments, research, looking for ads...
Hmm, not so believe in how busy I am?
Let's see..

Tonight I'll be home alone, as this will be my first **is it the first time? anyhow, just very rarely* that I will not attend the Saturday night church service.
WHY?
To stay home for my assignments.

Then, if you have my msn, you might found out that it's a bit bit difficult to see me in online status. **maybe you just realized about it after I told you**
Anyway, there's friends that asked me around to see whether I am still ok..

Guys and gals,
no worry, k? I am doing well, just that feel a bit cold now...then got a bit cough....then my neck feel a bit tired...my my eyes feel a bit heavy..... beside these, I'm just doing great~
;p

Hmm, thank God, for His grace is always sufficient for us to go through the bumps step by step.
:)

Ok, gonna stop here and start working on with my assignments lo...
Bubye~~ **Danny said it sounds weird, but I think it's cute~~ ops...**
;p