The weather in Penang is really bad today. Dunno why…it is reallyt hazy…… Let’s imagine, when you look out the windows you can see the view like ‘genting’…. White clouds…..but, Penang’s one is when you get down of the car---smell something like smokes or burning stuff’s smell.. err…why ler?? Got a big fire case happen last night? Or…in neighborhood country which I don’t know.. I realized the seriousness until when my sis and I was on the highway just now, coz….I cant even see Penang Bridge….! Aiyoo…. How come ler? My sis and I then had a ‘cute’ conversation…. She asked me, what if… The haze is so serious until we can see the flat which is just beside the road? Then I said… I think that time; everyone in Penang shouldn’t drive and only walk around. Coz, it’s so dangerous to drive without a clear view… Then, she said… O, correct..it’s really serious if so…. Then, what if we can even see this bill board?? (it is a big bill board on our left…….is so big and near to us…) Then I looked at the bill board and pause. Coz, I dunno what to say……I stun…then turn over…. Showing her the crow fly over ; three lines ; big water drop expression…. (can imagine,uh?) After all, know what is the main purpose of this conversation? not of the bad weather or haze… but, she wants me to talk with her…..cause..i have been keep quiet in the car for more than 30 mins..i think…. Hehhee.. why? Not in good mood what… After so many days in Penang, I realized I have a bad attitude. (not sure last time I have it or not…? Or just pop out when I back in pg?) I like to think too much… No matter buy things…. Watch tv….. read books….. a phrase…. A song….. an actions... Sigh… feel speechless of myself… ok, back to this afternoon…I not in good mood, coz of a blouse.. a blouse that I dunno I like it or not. I just can say-it’s not bad. After my sister say “made ur mind whether you want it or not! Now!” Then……..hehee…I siao liao la…. Started to play with the ‘moody’? ‘anger’? ….. a word appear…. ---childish?!?
welcome home... finally my hipopo reach pg ady!!! thanks for yeeli,sending her back for me....hehee... but,she really dirty liao....errm,i think already 1-2 months she din bath ler...hehe. pai se nia... ya la,ll bath her later ler.... ;) today is the 7th day i back in pg. what actually i did these days ler?? stay home,most of the time... then,watch movies...yam cha with friends...n that's all.. err,bit bit boring lo. coz,most of friends are bz.... bz preparing for the uni intake which is beginning of July. then,some are preparing going overseas.... so,perhaps,what i syhould do is...plan for some trips and farewell party before they leave la?! ;) ok. i still din get any jobs. or,should i go n find one? coz.....honestly,i am lazy. but,if get a job,i can at least get some money wor..... so..... ?? just finish read ting ting's blog. i like the latest lrt one ler.... dunno y,just like it la. i think maybe i should go gurney,sit down have a frappucino and look around....hehee.... if not,it's really bored to stay home ler..... :p
17th June 2005 was a big day. because it was the day that i stepped into the 20th club..**Sy told me so...** sob sob....should i be sad..? or,it just a beginning for a new life,perhaps....coz,joining new club......20th Club...hashahaha!!! It was a friday... i am happy.....even now i still happy...as i said before,i really appreciate friends who will spend some of her/his time to send a sms, a call, an e-card.....anything... and i am touched! guess what?? i get a oioi----pink piggy head from chun wern ler....she is so cute!!! then,i was so happy n surprise of what lilynn they did ler... keat heng,seng chau, chin heng, chunaghan, lilynn, kok xiang...all of them purposely out n celebrate my birthday with me! wow, this is what i did not expect of ler.... i was shock when i saw them in Kayu that day.....so nice! then,at nite........out with ky,tk and ll... although there were only 4 of us.....we still have great time oo....chit chattiing........recalling our memories...... n,not to forget is..i got 3 cakes this year oo!!!! wow......cant believe that...now in my refri...still got 2 cakes ler....i think i have to enjoy my cake breakfast or tea time ler..hahaha! n i get a body shop fragrant from my sis oo!!! nice nice..... ;D hahaa.....getting into 20 dee.. gonna be more 'sang seng'..... hehee......siewmay....ifffu u think u can,u can oo!!!!
yesterday--few hours after reached pg, i went for a movie. Batman Begins.... the movie was late half an hour ler....wow,again,my first experience of a movie,late for such a long time....how come uh? my sis frien said that maybe,they cant manage to catch those bats... emm....make sense?? hahaa..surely not la..i think... ;p maybe because of it was my first day back in pg...i feel really excited ler. when we were waiting inside the cinema...wow,we were like having talk show ler.... **we,4 of us--n our voice was so loud...malunya....** hahaa... but,i have to say here that i like Batman Begins ler..!!! dunno y....like these kind of movie ler...what genre is this uh? actions? 'these' kind of movie.....as in.....spiderman....batman.....X-men....hahahah..... so,gonna watch it ya..then shall see how u think about the movie ler...
***1 hour more then ll be my birthday ler.......emm,wonders how will be my birthday this year ler???hahaha ***
2nd day in pg. feel really nice to be back in pg again! i feel so lazy in pg,but i like the 'laziness' ler..haha! at least can enjoy here. dunno why,the strange feeling did not appears anymore. perhaps, just like SY said--i think too much?? hahaa... 15 June--the way i come back to pg. it was a rush day. Can you imagine that i spent around 6+ hours in bus? I was so surprised that....i spent quater of my day sitting in bus ler.... haha! new experience,uh? 1+ from puchong to pudu. maybe,really because of i'm going back ler....o!think face skin ooo!! ha!~ ;p the traffic really jam where normally it wont take such a long time...hehe. then,for the bus...also...took me 5+ to reach pg ler. err....why? you will be bit surprise coz the driver wait for more than 45 mins for those people going to toilet. at that time,i was really bored and...bit angry la.. coz,45 mins...it's a long time...... sigh.....whatever...have to wait also.... then....this journey is quite special ler,i think.. because it not only the took longest time...but,there also many 'unique' people in the same bus with me ler... everytime when i am in bus,i will straight sleep until i reach pg. (not bad uuh? hahahaha) but,this time. i was awake most of the time. there were 2 aunty...they took the wrong bus. they are going back to Taiping but they bought the tickets that are to penang. so,they were worried that time. the hp ringtone was soooo loud **they just sit behind me** then,aunty also spoke very loud. not so sure is it the line problem or what........they were talking.....talking....n keep talking.... i would say....i catch their whole conversation... i not purposely la!! just that...you know....too bored....n there are only trees...trees and trees..hahaha! anyway,is still glad that they can meet their family at last.... hehee.....err...ya,i think it was a nice n unforgetable journey... *** really backpain la...after so many hours....hehehe...;p ***
tml,i'll going back to pg... my lovely hometown. :) quite some times din go back ady.... feel bit excited,happy n worry. isnt that strange..going back to hometown should be happy but how come i have bit worry ler. perhaps,only like sy said--i think too much. but,do i? maybe?? ;p
today,sy and i went shopping ler...hahaha! n both of us bought something nice.....white skirt oo! long n short...so,let's have a guess,who buy short one n who buy long one ler??? emmm........... ??? ;p i also bought a nice earing ooo.....hahaa... so,andrew n grace, show u all when i back in july ya... be patient oo......hehehe
the day before--yesterday,there was a bbq at sy's place. a lot of nice food ler.......chicken wing...fish...lamb chop...sausages.....garlic bread..... yum yum..... nice,rite? besides eating,we also have telematch oo!! hahaa.. 1. watermelon....juice...err....machine...err.... 2. water....excel.....err....splashes.....4 of us...... err,dunno how to explain ler, or we should give those games a suitable name la! err,pai se....it's quite hard for me to explain here....maybe..we should try n play together...then you all will understand them lo? heheheee,or,feel free to ask anyone of us ler.... ;D
k,err, should continue packing dee.....ll miss all of you in kl....n my tartsss...... ha!
sunday-- leisure,relaxing day. before i start this blog,i have a on9 diary... after i have this blog...until now,i realised this is not something i want...as in, my 'blog' just shouldnt be like this. maybe gimme some times,n it will improve n become what i want. ;) birthday is getting closer,everyday when i on9 check mail... there will sure be msg from friends,wishing me early bday. suddenly,feel so warm. coz,i think is nice that friuends willing to spend sometimes and send u something... today,i received one as well..is from kev. he is one of my primary gang. i not that close with him, but dunno y. we r just so comfortable together. like he said,i think a sincere greeting is more than enough...haha,kev kev...n now,i have another one didi lo--kevkev!~ hahahaha ;p i watched a movie that i plan to watch some times ago,not house of wax,but hide and seek. both are the same type. i like to watch thriller,coz...i feel i learn something everytime i watch them. and,i think the scriptwritters are really talented. how can they write these nice storyline which such a truth behind? hehee. yet, i found out something,i wish that thriller movie will not follow this way everytime...is not...i'll be bored. coz,if one can predict the ending,then i think there's no point to watch it..at least,there are something surprise. hehee..
today,or should said yesterday supposed to be a nice saturday. although we cant get to watch Mr. & Mrs. Smith... have a nice time with grace n jenny... then have a nice time in service..... but..somethig spoil my mood. yeeli told me,she'll be moving out this august!!!!!!!! what?!?!?!!!!!!! i am so shock,coz... sigh..i dunno how. she not only moving out..she even invite me to move out with her... if she move out,means...no refri...no washign machine...no tv......no oven...wah!!! cham lo... aiyoo,worry ler. then i keep thinking--how? how? n how? maybe like this lo....if i ll continue my study here.. then maybe either i move out with her,or i find another place,perhaps sunway area n move there lo...then going church or what also more convinient?.. or my uncle's place??? far wor..... then,if i'm going overseas....then,tahan lo....4 months only...what to do??? sigh,sigh & sigh... wanna discuss with parents lo.... or,u all got any commentsss..???
when i was in car. i heard ta jie said smtg..not really remember,but i will try my best! *wink!~ when 2 friends together,together as in maybe live together,go out together n........ then,there will sure be times where both of you will argues or angry about each others. when this happen...what should we do ler?? -two of us will just bang the door and show downcast face -we'll 'cold war' for few days or weeks *err,call cold war ar? like stop talking or going out with each other ler....* or? there might be many ways... but,most important is know to say sorry. many people find that saying sorry is difficult,as they might think that " he's the one that are wrong,why should i say sorry?" , or "no,unless he appologize first!!" i have to admit,i always think that way,when i am angry with someone..i wont be the one who step out. but,in the incident,there wont be any side where he 100% correct,you know? there might be 2%, 5% or few % that you are wrong when you stand on your view site. see from a different angle,which means you are wrong as well...right? so,why cant you be the one that appologize? err,get what i mean? when i hear of these, i feel there are someone knocking my head. coz,there are just so true. there wont be someone that 100% correct,i think. so,it's just can you step out you feet to walk to the person... a "sorry" is not difficult to say. some might think, "it's not becoz of the 'sorry', but is about principle.." err...? maybe,think other way--if this 'sorry' can rescue the relationship among both of you, or this 'sorry' will help in settle the problem...then it's worth! rite? wow,seems talking something 'deep' ler...hehee... anyway...just wanna say . . . gastric now...cham! . . . .
hohohooo...is me! err,my blog.sure is me ho? pai se--- today,officially start my holidays. so, yippy!~? :p guess what?? i ate bday cake today ler. my lovely cell members celebrate with me!! although it's bit early,but,the heart is more important ler..! i very cham lo,feel the 'unnormal' feeling n know-they might celebrate with me,coz cute me is going back pg soon!! hahaa. honestly,not tat surprise,but yet..is the first bday that celebrate with them.. still a nice memory!! then,earlier before the cell,when hang gai gai again o. where?--sunway pyramid ler.. coz,my dear didi has an event there lo.. the first event oo...hotlink event..so,if u see this but u still not there,faster go ya-until this sun ler.. ^didi,free adv ler...^ :p but,not that much ppl will see la,i think..hehee.. --looking at them,remind me something...my secondary life oo. also always organize events,but different la. ours were school event lo...hehe!!~ then,today aim a red watch at Vincci ler...hehee. but,end up din buy also...y? cos,sy and grace also think earing will be a better choise compare to watch.... err...quite agree as well la..hehee..... nvm la...slowly,perhaps ll get to aim a better one? ha!!
will everyone angry and then... scold someone? i think most of us will,when someone jump on our tail ler...? hehe.. today,finally i back to my puchong's house... then,i found out something-- few of u all know my house key,rite? with the key chain,a green and yellow thingy... they are dead! dead,as in,i saw my key that i lent to y and her bro.....n the keychain was broke ady.... i was so mad when i see that... that's my bday present,u know? not even celebrate their first anniversary with me!!!!!!! and,as a nice person,i borrow them...... but why?? then....everything turn bad.. the living room is messy. dirty plates in kitchen..... the ceiling fan is on but on1 is in the living room,funny,rite? i was.....speechless.. my mood become very down and straight keep silent. . . . . and guess what? not even half an hour when they back... i forgot about it?!?!?!?!? how would i.....i just recall back my "mad-ness".... i am werid.. a fire burn something also have the smell.. but,this even forgot there is a fire...hahaa...funny... speechless,again..to myself.. sigh... ---------------------------------- until now not even one of them told me about the key chain.. perhaps,they just too bz... or? plan not to return it to me n forgot about it lo?
when 2 good friends together.... is it have to be one stronger than the other? i not sure is it coz of they have used to "the way" of communication or what....but....sigh.
a:hey,i borrow your pen drive ha!~ b:ok. a:eh,i borrow your markers ya~~ b:o.k. a:i take your cds ya. b:..ok.. ... ... a:eh,you took my white marker is it? b:o,ya..i forgot to tell you... a:how dare you,....@#!~!!#*%...
emm..not so sure about you but..'sort of' this kind of situation always happen in my house. hehee coz of parking space..a box..the way closing door................etc,etc so,i always heard these.. 'i cant stand her anymore...' 'i dunno this friend that i know for 10 yrs is like this..' 'what a frien,always treat me as her servant...' ""just tell her how you feel.." i say.. 'she wont listen...' 'i know her too well...' er.. so,i silent. as a third parti,maybe i am not involved, i feel that both of them also not like 'that'... just,they keep things within themselves,in heart n contributes to the final quarrel.......(what i think).. sigh.. as my advice wont be used...perhaps,i just play my role well.. as the middle one,the 'nice' listener and an "opinion exchange centre"...? :?
again,like didi say...i'll name this as "family" out i n g...hehe i purposely one... :p yeah,looking at the title,u'll know.... yes,four of us went our together again... shopping----1U~~ hehehe,this is the first time go 1U with them ler... as my did is going to work..soon,tml... kena bring him to buy some new stuff la.. :) then....we also can shop at the same time ma..so nice.. heheheee.. is a nice day,where all of us buy something ler... i bought a new high heel ler!!!!! veri nice one oo...thanks for my didi & my professional "taste" hahahaha!!! this is the first time i bought a pinkish high heel lo.. not totally in pink la,but some of it lo.. aiyo,forgot to take pic of it ler..if not can show ler..patient. as i'm going to develop our nice pic ler...hahaha..... nice nice....
a nice day.. a nice chat.. a nice service.. a nice starting.. ever wonders someone's words...someone that not close to you will influence u? influence the way you act, influence the way you think, n influence the outcome in your life. :) someone said i am a happy-go-lucky person. maybe. someone said i am a sad-in-inside person. maybe. someone said i am a mature one. perhaps. someone said......i shouldnt always think the way i think is correct,sometimes.... confused? i like to think things in negative way..then only go to positive. so,some times,negative side won..n make me feel bad. make be to be separated. after the talk, i know,i should open my heart...fully.. to accept,to learn,to be with them and with Him. when think of something,just go after it.. dun think so much,coz it just will pull you backwards and stop you from achieving something that you think of for these days.. perhaps,be simple minded sometimes are nice. :) back to it,do these change me? maybe,maybe not. just be the way i think is comfortable n good gua....?!? ;)
this morning.. after my sisters..n bro went back....i help yl for the habitat lo.. as i am also free.....consider start holidays ady ma!!hahahaa... err,we have a nice time together ler... sing....chit chat.....sewing this n that.....gradually....o,6 am liao.... finally fionish my job!! yeah...i am really tired that time ler...hehe... let's imagine my tired face..then with panda eyes...hahaa..should be funny la.... but,still ok la...i slept tight lo....maybe i remember what didi say... wash ur feet before sleep,so that no nightmare ooo!!~ --err,not really know is it true..but,is good to wash la...clean ma. :) this morning,no,is this afternoon,i wake around 1 somehting ler,cun ler...hehee,my first time la..haha!!~ then,relax...wah...nice day....but now feel bit sleepy ler..maybe have a nap later?? :p o,ya suddenly remember something...like ta jie said yesterday really a nice day to me ler..not only cos of the great fun with them but also meet him ler...hahaa!!~ with a pink shirt..not bad uh? ;p .
after close an eye and submit up the assignment... 4 of us were so crazy of excited of the holidayss!!hehe... so,yeaterday,yeah.. yesterday...we have a sort of celevration party at my plce... ;) yesterday was a nice day.. again,my nice little didi cook for us....and my housemates,so there are 7 of us...hehee although i cant say we cook like a chef... but,we r not bad!!~ hehe.... we enjot the process,rite?? i wanna to say is...really so nice that we cook and eat together like that.....wah...miss ady ler....!! :p ok,we have a special recipe chicken^.^, a expert fried egg;p, a all-green vege..which is very healthy..hehee...n nice nugget.. :D not only that...we have red bean soup....soft drink....ice creams....hahaha!!! just imagine...yummy yummy...ha! then,like we play monopoly lo.....pity me n ta jie...become the ms broke....sigh...while didi n er jie become ms monopoly n mr monopoly wor....**thick skin uh? ;p but,it's really fun...singing and playing monopoly. not to forgot is,andrew hang my hipopo....!!!!!!!! someone took her pic without paying model fee!! how dare u...? sure lots ppl going after my hipopo after seeing her cute pic in your blog la!!hahahaa..
finished my signmature project today. feel very down,sad and disappointed to myself. the final work that i come out with is not the same as what i want. sigh. how? look at the thing.. so ugly...feel like want to re-do the whole thing...or should say,get another bag...coz the main reason that causing it to be so....is the bag n also the signature that i sign outside of it.... then,i sit there and staring at it. how? how? how? but,it just seems that nothing that i can do.. eh!!! pek cek! then,i put it into a plastic bag..so that i no need to see it... no need to think about it...just close one eye n just submit it...gua.. not responsible,huh??? anyway......................this is what i gonna do lo................abo..???
last night,went yam cha with my 'family'.. have a good time..... again,we talk about friendship. some said,gals will treat friendship seriously i not so sure about others, but i am! :) for me,i dunno y,but i have the thinking that--friends are really important to me. i seems cant survive without friends. gradually...most of friends will go to further their study. so next time when i go back to pg..just left few of them. sobsob. but,what to do?? all of us run after our dream...our study...our future.. everyone,i think will treat friends differently,n will see friendship differently. andrew said something about friends are like car park. season cards holders.. touch and go holders.. some who will only park in their car once a year or in few months. some even ll just park outside the car park.. :) some people care about how their friends feel,.. some care about the end result... some care about the process... some,even do not care about all of these but fun. which type am i? or which type are u? then,i think of them.... :) i have a gang of primary friens...most of them,we are friends for 13 years.... 13 years,man....it's a long time. we all really appreciate our friendship,our times,n everything. how many 13 year will we remain? ??yet,i wish it ll until our sons or grandsonss...hehehee i have another gang of friens---we know each other for...perhaps 5-6 years....they're "my gang" er,we are more...cant say we not apreciate our f/s. but,i'll say,we still learning. i feel that the relationship within this gang is different.. maybe...coz of we spent many times together.. sad,happy,crazy......... n we tried out many of the 'first time' together... hehe!~ the times that we were together..cant be replace...cant be regain...cant be............ :\? memory is sweet... miss u all ler.......feel like wanna go back to pg right now......!! :p
