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Be strong..

2007-07-21T19:16:00.000+08:00

It's 21 of July. It really been a long time since my last entry.
I was busy..I think this is the only reason and the only excuse that I can give.

One week seven days, working for five days....after work I've become so lazy and really not feel like coming out.
Am I really don't want to come out? Or, it's because of there's no one that I can hang out with?

You know, I find myself quite funny, sometimes.
Once, I told some of my friends that I am an optimistic person. There's always a voice within me will support and encourage myself when I need it. But...eventually, the voice is getting softer and softer.
Yes, I have to admit, I am a think-too-much person. There's many times that the situation is not as worse or is not as bad but I will make it so bad that not only making myself suffer but making people around me feel bad. Hurting them..and making them no confident in me.

I dunno. Really. What is the reason that causing me so. Is it I am like this for all the while or, it just some reasons that leading me so.

I am tired of thinking so much.
It's tiring to worry so much....I can tell others so clearly, think positively, submit to God.
But, it's really not easy.

It's been four and the half months I came back here, a lovely island that I was born.
But, things are just so not right for this time.
Maybe I need more time?
Maybe I gotta be more transparent towards them?
Maybe I should not think so much but just insist on my stand?

O, Lord.....strengthen me...guide me and be with me....
;)

I know, there's always hope and future.

A gift from above.

2007-05-15T20:04:00.000+08:00

Today is a special day.
Get to have a good rest last night and received a nice gift from my beloved Father.
;)

Years back, when things happened, I will told myself that it's because of coincident.
Now, I won't. God has planned everything for us....or, I should say, for me.
Last year, I joined the Impact conference in SIB, KL. It was really a fruitful conference. I get to know new friends, explore new things and get closer with God.

A friend of mine told me this, and I think it's really suit to apply to me now.
She said,

"Everyone get to know Christ differently. Most of us get to know about Christianity long long time ago, but we do not believe in it.
Is like a plant. Firstly, Mr A water it. But, the plant remain the same.
Then, Mr B water it. Still, nothing happen.
Mr C comes, but everything remains. It keep happen few times and finally, when Mr J comes, he saw the plant growth...."

We need a good timing, patience, trust....to get to another stage.
My gift reminds me of something.

To me, it's a precious one. I was touched when I saw it.
My gift is a group photo from the conference....a letter from a past me.....some caring from my brothers and sisters in Christ.
I know, I know, there's always a purpose that God want us to do anything.

Now, I see the fruits.
I am glad....I am happy, I am proud.

You may confused, do not understand what am I saying.
In simple, I received 'love' from above.

:D
Let's smile and brighten up everyone.

Immanuel.

lazy

2007-05-06T23:18:00.001+08:00

Time flies, I already work for one month. So, logically, I've get my first pay lo!
:D

Look at my charm smile, then you'll know that...yes, I did get my pay. hohooo.
My feeling of getting my first pay is a bit....different. Honestly, it's like getting my monthly allowance when study. But, the only different is the amount la.... **hoho**
Other than that...nothing much lo... ***:P

After working, I notice something. I become lazier.
Everyday after work... I will stay home **most of the time** watching TV, online-ing, gunbound etc etc. Even I got nothing to do, I just wish to stay at home.
But, on the other hand, I started to feel the boring-ness of it.
Contradicting ba.. Remind me of a phrase, "nu ren shi shan bian de", in case you don't understand Mandarin, it means that girl are predictable, they will change their minds whenever they want to. True? *ops, not all la...some? but, at least, it does apply to me sometimes*

"wo shi lan tuo zhong, wo shi lan tuo zhong...wo di yi shen dou si zhong..."
*it's another Mandarin song o!*
This is a song that I used to sang when I was in primary. It's a simple song...the lyrics do not contain much meaning..but then, it's a song that to express laziness.
Within one week, I've been singing this song for few times. So, I guess..I really want to express my laziness lo! :P
Some said, lazy..is not easy. There's tons of works waiting for us to do, but, we will tend to find reasonsss (or, better to say as excuses) to let ourselves lazy.
How powerful is the lazy disease.
:P

I think, sometimes is good to be lazy...can relax....for at least a while ba.
*see....contradicting...again!*

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

O, ya..back to "my charm smile" that I mentioned earlier. It reminds me of a memory.

I guess it was two or three years back.
I was still in LKW, Andrew and Grace were not left to Melbourne yet.
Four of us were in our FTV class, discussing about our script.
Then, I wrote something as, "the charming girl"...
then, what happen next is, Andrew laugh at me! **how dare him!! argg...*
Laugh...non-stop. Even I showed him my innocent look!
Grace and I also agree that, we can use "charming" for a girl ba....even it is use for guy, mostly.

Although it's not something important...it's just a small part of my study life. But, I know, I will never forget...what had happened.
:)
Until now, I am still confuse! Is it really cannot use "charming" for a girl??
Awww....

p/s-- miss the sooong family o......

is me...or others?

2007-04-17T23:08:00.000+08:00

I felt that, I'm a funny person.
I always feel that I'm A type of person. But, I found out that I am acting like a B type one, I started to wonder.
When I'm trying to analyze and find out the causes, I realized that I'll pull out tons of reasons (*or, better to say as excuses) to reassure and comfort myself.
Isn't I'm funny.? Or, that everyone is acting this way?

Woo.. sound complicated.

Ok, put in this way..
I always think that I'm a friendly person. But, sometimes, somehow, I will found out that I acted differently. Then, I tried to give reasons...
I acted so, is because there's too many new people around.
I acted so, is because I'm too new.
I acted so, is because they are not friendly enough to me.
I acted so, is because we are not click! Our topics are just...so different.
I acted so, is because...they are too young/old....our age range is different.
I acted so....

Hmm.

Whenever a person like me (a friendly la...), I think I can survive well and get close with others easily.
But sometimes, I realized that I just cannot blend in with the others.
I felt that I'm trying to push the responsibility to others..than myself.

'See..it's because of them....not me!'

Blend in, is not easy. Like a friend of mine say,
it takes time to get to know a person, it takes time to get use with the environment, it takes time to be with them, take time to have the same topic......
it takes time to blend in.

Besides, you yourself, play an important role. (**aww...'important role' this phrase was normally used in my assignments).
You need to put efforts to blend in.
Have some tea with them...try to pay attentions to them, even the topic you're not interested...

Hmm.

Sometimes, I just dunno what I want.
Work hard, siewmay! For sure you can o!!
;)

**Put a smile on your face, as you wont know you've brighten up someone's day!**

work!

2007-04-13T00:03:00.000+08:00

Been start working for 2 weeks.
Wow….
Time flies, so fast, it already been 2 weeks. Bit unbelievable le. J

So…frankly n properly speaking, now I’m a working class people d.
Hoho..
Hmm, but to me, seems not much difference.

So, what’ve I learn or done all these while le?
Hmm….learning lo.
Learning with all the processes..
Learn to deal with the system…
Learn to adapt to my job n environment….and, for sure…colleagues.

I’ve been blessed with a really friendly and nice senior who teach me all my ‘responsibilities’.
**ya, trust me…my responsible is quite big le**
And, I’ve quite some nice and sweet neighbor. In the whole office, I would say, my department is one of the most happening one.

My colleagues they will chit chat while stress….laugh loudly when heard of jokes….
Actually, it’s quite not bad.
;)

Eventually, I realized something. Our department is really bz. As so, about two third of our time all of us are really really busy that we can only stay on our place and work hard with our jobs in order to get to go home.
**no hyperbola, k!**

Been a new hire for two weeks, I started to handle with jobs. There are few days that I’m loaded with works that I din even have time to drink and go to rest home.

I wonder, how I will be after few months. But still, thank God that I got this ‘busy’ job. I am that kind of people who will die of bored. So, with much works, I get to use my time even better.

So, so far made mistakes, being call into my superior’s office, been making jokes with colleagues, drowned with works, and stress with figures.

But, as I see, there’s much much more to go.

So, just smile, and we’ll have another unexpected and wonderful tomorrow lo!!
;)

Yes, I do.

2007-04-03T23:35:00.001+08:00

Was accompanying my sister to pay her credit card.
As most of you all know (or, you totally have no idea!?) that Bumiputera Commerce and Southern Bank has now became CIMB. As so, the queue for making payment is REALLY long.
As a nice sister, I waited patiently. Listening to radio and playing Tetris that Ivan downloaded...then I heard a song by Faye Wong, willingness (in Mandarin: wo yuan yi).

It is a nice song.
It reminds me of many things.

At work, with a willing heart, you will able to learn more.

In a relationship, with a willing heart, you will know more about your partner; you will have a good & mutual relationship.

It then reminds me of marriage.

Last year, it was the first time in my life witnessed my friend's wedding (my first Christian friend). I was really touched when pastor praying for them and also the very important moment--when they were saying the vow.
It was...it was...so pretty.

Let's imagine...
when we stand on the picture and look at it, you will notice that willingness is really an important element.

Willing to step out..
Willing to speak up...
Willing to stand firm..
Willing to spend time...
Willing to know....
Willing........to make a vow.

Hmmm.

Wondering, one day after many years...will I be standing in my church and make my vow to my spouse, with a most willing and excited heart...
:)

*The seed we sow today determine the kind of fruit we'll reap tomorrow -- ODB*

working...

2007-03-29T23:23:00.000+08:00

Time flies.
Now onwards I fall under the category of 'working'.
Sound older d...ops. ;p

It is my second day in work.
As I'm still new, my working life is still quite boring.
Get to learn about the processes and softwares...but, to me, I guess it would need some time to catch up with them. Just wish me luck~
;)

For the past two nights, I cant sleep well.
So, for these two morning I was dragging my tired body to work.
Opening my tired eyes, learning and memorizing tasks.
Awww.. I miss my sleep time. *ops*

Other than these, there's nothing much that happened.
Is this the routine of working life? Or, there's much more for me to experience?

I am not sure, but, these two days to me.....were strange.

Unable to sleep well.
Miss my devotion.
Unstable emotions.
Hmmm....

I just..dunno.

**Eh**
Realised something. I used to have this habit of saying 'I dunno'
But, I get to get rid of it years ago, and now it comes back!
I wonder, when I saying 'I dunno', is it really means that I do not know what is happening or what is the reason behind? Or, I just try to stay away from the prob.

O Lord, strengthen me..and grant me with courage.... guide me, Lord.

mix...mix..

2007-03-26T22:52:00.000+08:00

I've been rest for about three months time.
It was really great to enjoy this relaxing period. The routine of my life in this period is eat, sleep, chit chatting, watch drama series and hang out with friends.
I am really sick of repeating the same things, daily.

As for now, I started to have some mix feeling. Because, I 'm going to start working on this coming Wednesday.
All my friends congrats me about it, my first, new and starting job.
My problem come back again. **Thinking too much**

I started to wonder, will I enjoy the job?
will I meet new friends in work?
will I get to cope with the job?
how will it be...........?

Hmm.
I just think too much le.
But, it's really mix feeling...
..worry
..nervous
..excited
..expectation

Still, gonna thank God for this job.
Cause at last, I get to find a job. Ha!
..at last, I get myself out from the boring routine.
...at last, I get to experience about the 'working world'.

All da best lo, may! ;)

finally..

2007-03-21T12:52:00.000+08:00

It's really finally.
It's been long long time since my last update. Know why? I couldn't log in into blogger le.

It was so strange...I cannot sign in using i.e. but did it with firefox wor......
How come ler??
Hmm, because of the prob ,it ends up by not updating and letting this blog with spiderweb and dust le.
:p

I've been stay home for about three months.
It's really boring. I miss the study life.
I miss the time that going yam cha with a whole bunch of friends.
I miss those days that we have great fun and chit chatting till late night.
I miss the time when I was being bullied by others.
I miss the time when everyone is laughing so happily...
I miss....

I so wish that I could find a job asap...
So that, at least, I would have something to do.
I would have something to work on.....but not waiting the time to pass.

Hmm, maybe I just need something to cheer up myself ba....

just to update....

2007-02-24T23:42:00.000+08:00

It's been long long time ago since my last entry.
I know, I like to start my entry this way -- what to do... I'm too busy ba! (ops)

Many things happen.. and thank God and I've went through all of them.

Firstly, I've to announce that I've graduated!!!!!
O, ya.. Trust me. I had my convocation at Limkokwing Cyberjaya campus on 03-02-2007
Hehe.
Overall, the convo was a nice one. On that day, frankly, I did not have much feeling...but after the whole ceremony...after hours, I started to feel excited. ( no matter how, graduating should be something excited ba...I think!)

Then... after convo...what's next... Chinese New Year lo..... Eh? I seems left out something.
O,ya..Valentine's day.
14.02.2007 -- a date that I will never forget.
As I'm having a long distance relationship with Ivan, so, I already prepare and expect to spend my Valentine's day with him through web cam-ing. But this day, was out of my expectation.
Ivan came over.
He came over... I told you...until now I still can't really believe that he did it.
I really gonna thank him, thankyou Ivan. Thank for giving me a surprising and unforgetable Valentine with you. Although the time that we spent was not long, I believed that both of us really had a great and quality time together.
;)
Suddenly think of what Jenny said... 'So romantic..!' (..ops..)

Then, lastly...Chinese New Year lo.. hohooo..
What can I say for Chinese New Year le....?
Food.....seafood....steamboat...cookies.......soft drinks....wines......juices.....
Aw... so, I suppose...if you want to gain weight...I think Chinese New Year would be a good opportunity. Aiks...ops..

Ok le, today pure text. See ya then.

Patient.

2007-01-23T18:48:00.000+08:00

Today, I become the A-MAT (driver+maid). I spent (wait, let me count….) about 8 hours driving here and there!! Aww, I couldn’t believe that! But, anyway….I’ve settle quite some of the things.

Several things happened and I think God is testing my patient. This morning, I went to a bank to buy a bank draft…I was so happy when it is done. Who knows, there is a mistake…so, end up waiting for about 20 more minutes for a new one.

Then, I went to pay a bill for my mum. Honestly, I dun like to pay bills in the post office in our area. It’s always so pack! So, as usual, I’ve to wait for about 20 persons for my turn. Ok, be patient. And again, I wasted more than half an hour there – the bill cannot be settled in post office! Aww… how come? As so, I need to travel all the way to town for this ONE bill. (ok la, I got other things to settle in town, just that I really not happy with it!! Argggg!).

Thank God, in the afternoon, everything went on smoothly besides I met up with some serious traffic jam. I was stuck about half an hour at the first destination, then taking the wrong way…and need to turn all the way back to reach another destination.. But then, like I said, overall is fine. Everything is settled!

I was happy, when I was home. Although is tiring, but it just feel so nice that I settled everything le. Hohohooo.. (Ops, started to s.s. d… ;p)

As I am using the car, so logically, I need to fetch my sis back from work. And…it happened again. I din get to fetch her back – there’s too many works and she forgot to inform me – dunno what is the reason but the traffic is really bad just now... So, I end up spent another 45 minutes in the car. Hohohohoo.. And frankly, I am bit geram of that…

Hmm..
But sometimes, I like my personality, it comes fast, it goes fast. So, gimme another half to one hour then…I’ll be fine. Everything will be fine.

;)

Long hair..no more.

2007-01-22T18:35:00.000+08:00

I am no longer a long hair girl since last Sunday. I cut my hair. All this while, most of my friends try to challenge me…advise me….so that I will keep my long hair. Most of them also have the same thought that I somehow look better with long hair.

Yesterday, out of a sudden, I cut my hair. Ok, I’ve to admit it’s not out of a sudden. I’ve thinking to cut it shorter, but I did not do so. After consulting my hair stylist, I decided to change myself..change my hair style.

Both my hair stylist and I discussed about the hair style before she started to cut. As Ivan and I agreed on a certain length so I keep emphasizing when I told the hair stylist…‘This is the minimum length..!’

Honestly, I really took up my courage to cut my hair. It’s been four years that I tried to keep my long hair…but now..I cut it! Hmm, it’s ok…maybe…it’s something different le… (see, I even started to reassure myself before start cutting my hair.)

After the hairstylist was done.. I was so regret about it…
We agreed on certain length...manatau….the outcome is much shorter… Awww! I felt like crying at that time…really…my eyes are filled with tears.……

Tahan¬¬
Tahan¬¬¬
I comforted myself. I would say, I did a great job le. I did calm down myself.
When I’m done, the hair stylist said, ‘see, you look nicer with short hair!!’
I couldn’t say anything but just smile.. *smile and wave…smile and wave…*

When I get in my car…I cannot control myself….and it rained. It was so heavy and it lasted for few hours. My mum and my sis said I something wrong…ya, I felt the same way. This is the only reason to explain. If not, even I myself dunno what happen to me.

Anyway, it’s not really THAT big deal le. Keep for another half to one year lo, it will grow what. 

I like smtg he said, ‘everyone will still loves you even you’ve cut your hair.’
Winkwink...

Tong yun..

2007-01-16T12:55:00.000+08:00

Hohohooo...
But not Merry Christmas...

I made this special 'tong yun' when I was at Labuan le..
How special is it?

Look at the size....but...there is something more special...

See that?? that's white chocolate inside.. haha...it's Ivan's secret recipe oo¬
;P

Hmm, the tong yun is quite nice...just that gonna put more chocolate le...
So, shall try that again lo... ;) hehe

Labuan..

2007-01-12T21:15:00.000+08:00

The first time in my life, I took a speed boat to Labuan. Before boarding, I was nervous, frankly speaking I have no idea whether I will sea sick or not, as to be safe I took one sea sick pill. After a three-hours on boat, I reached on a lovely island -- Labuan.

In case you all have no idea about Labuan, it's a small island also a Wilayah Persekutuan in Malaysia. **When I told some ppl about Labuan, they were asking me, o, it's Indonesia or Brunei...** I was DOIK~. But, I've to admit, before that I also have a not clear idea about it le. hehe.

Here come the picture gallery of labuan:

Sunrise, Labuan

Then, we visited the bird park and aquarium centre at Labuan le! ;)

O, really looked like a picture gallery le..
hmm, the picture size seems too big also....but, lazy d....
ops..

I think is nice to visit the Aquarium and the bird park le...feel like going to zoo...

O...ZOO¬¬

picture time1

2007-01-12T20:34:00.000+08:00

Time flies, it's mid Jan of 2007.
I know, I'd told that I will update my blog more frequent...but end up...it's still the same when you all come over.

O...as you all know I went to few new places. So, it's picture time!!!

;)

These are pictures that took in KK le. Hmm, after browsing only realized that I did not take many pictures there le.

Eh, know what's the third n the last pic? Jellyfish oo! Guess what, we found about hundreds of jellyfish died on the beach le...maybe cause of the bad weather ba.. pity jellyfish.. Anyway, at that time I was bit excited, it's the first time I saw jellyfish le....*Eh! ok la, laugh at me la..I did see jellyfish before...but I was on the ferry and they were in the water ma... But, suak, at least I saw d~~
;)

Hehee...
Wait for Labuan's lo~~

aloha!

2006-12-26T16:10:00.000+08:00

Merry be-one-day-lated Christmas!!
Finally, I am here, again.
As to update you all, I’m now back in Penang-my hometown lo! ;)

Hehe, this December is a month of travel to me le!
Guess what, I went to several places le:
Went to KK, Labuan, back KL and now in Penang.

Ok la, just drop by a while. Will update more next lo…

-- Wondering is there anyone still reading my blog ler? Anyway, just blog la~ ;p --

my holiday..

2006-11-19T19:10:00.000+08:00

When will I have my holiday?
I am really fed up with the postponed of assignment and my holiday.

Ya, I understand it's for my group's goods that my lecturer has postponed the due date...but..it's.....
Hmmmm.
Since the beginning of this year, I din really have a proper rest.
Ok, I do not mean that kind of rest where break for one or two days, but a long holiday...

Last sem break, I had my internship.
This sem break, should started on the 16th, which is last Thurs, but for now, I still need to go to college tomorrow. Even, my group might need to start our editing all over again.
I felt...speechless.

I think I am too stress.
I think I am too tired.

My emotions swing......I cannot control them.

Tears drip...
Showing bad face...
Spoke harshly...

Most of my friends started to greet with, "Are you ok?"
Am I ok?

Maybe..
I know I will be fine soon
--- after the submission and when the starting of my holiday..

O,my dear Friend, I know, it's a bit more....few days more...I will stand up and face them... Be with me, Lord.

;)

See ya after my submission~

Thankyou

2006-10-19T11:17:00.000+08:00

I'm blessed!
Last night, VT bought me a slide of cake.
WHY? To sayang me lo, she said I looked so stress recently.
Aww, I'm so happy for that.
Thanks ya, gal... Muakz~

Since small, I like to have cake.
I dunno is it my mind has set the perception that, "eating cake=happy"
As so, whenever I get to eat cake, I felt so warmth and happy.

Still remember what my mum did.
After came over to KL study, it's been bit difficult for me to eat cake (din't buy that often ma..)
Then whenever I went back hometown, my mum will sure bought me some cakes~

Maybe I'm bit addicted to it, but I really love cake...and the feeling of eating it~
(see, I'm emotional....it's about feeling again...anyway...)

Thank God, and thank you all, whoever that support me....cares about me...and remember me.
;)

Okie, gonna continue with the full-day pack schedule lo..
GAMBAITE, may~~~

I think I am old

2006-10-18T16:56:00.000+08:00

Today will be my last day in coll before I go for my Deepa-Raya holidays.
I feel so...
Hmm, ok, I think I am old.

I felt restless again.
Then, I think I am kind of forgetful la... keep forgetting things, unless with my Hp reminder... (O, how can I live without you~)
ops. ;p

My cough came back, again.
I think it's cause of the haze... *not trying to find excuses la...*
Friends, or should say people besides me realized about this.
Guess what, my lec was 'advising' me about my cough. o, I'm so touched *really!*
Today, my lec told me...."Boil ginger and drink....will helps in recovering...."
I was like....
HMMM... GINGER.....BOIL.....HMMMM...
"IF you want to recover FASTER....try it!" he said.
Ok.....

Maybe it's one of the way bah...
Going to try it..? ok la...Someone, buy and boil for me le......
ops... ;p

-Having my 'stressest' period recently....assignments...problems....health....... awww....-

shooting... -i-

2006-10-09T00:51:00.000+08:00

Sorry that I've disappeared for one week.
I went back to Penang, for my FTV final corporate documentary shooting ler.

It was a tiring yet fun trip.
Four of us had great fun eating, walking and looking around in Pg.

And this time, I also explored quite some new locations. (ops, so pai se that I stay in Pg for such a long time and I also dunno about these places le.. ;p)

Day 1, we travel to Fort Cornwallis... (before that I've no idea about where and what is the Fort Cornwallis, after I reached the place, then only I know.. aiks, malunya... ;p)

Here is the famous Fort Cornwallis. Actually, I went in once, the people there dressed up as a soldier style and tour you along. It's quite fun to play around if you enjoy with historical heritage. Want to know where is it? It's just opposite the 'padang' of 'explanate'. ;)

More of Fort Cornwallis.

Then, we had some shots of the clock towel. :)

See...Sy is in the pic o~~ hehe...

tired

2006-09-27T11:21:00.000+08:00

Wednesday.
Another lovely day, get to stay home and do my homework...
When I was still in Penang, I will tend to hang out with friends..eating, shopping, chit chatting..
But now, I preferred to stay at home...and just enjoy my relaxing time.
;)

Maybe, we at different stage want different things ba..

Will be going back to Penang this coming Sat, for my final corporate documentary shooting. (If you saw a bunch of people shooting along the road side in Penang, I might be one of them then~ ;p)

Kinda mix feeling and this confused me.

Going back hometown should be something excited.
But for this time, I just feel the tiredness, and....bit of restless.
I even have the feeling that, if can, I'll rather stay at home in Sunway.

Maybe, I am just too tired of the traveling hours.
Maybe, I am just too tired, both physically and mentally.
Maybe, is because of the purpose of this Penang trip is not about relaxing but about assignment.
Maybe.....
Maybe...

Hmm, finding excuses...or analyzing the reasons?

I just felt restless le...
:\

no breakfast

2006-09-21T17:46:00.000+08:00

Early morning before I wake up, a friend sent me a SMS regarding the unsafe bread.
I read, then I sleep again.
When I wake up, I had totally forgot about it.

The SMS came into my mind just now.
So, I went to the online paper and realized that, it's true!

It said,
"Popular brands of bread have been found to contain a preservative called propionic acid in amounts of up to five times more than the permitted limit."Â --- The Star.

O?? I was like....wat??
Means that all these while...the bread that we took are not safe.
???
Question marks occurs in my mind...so how now?
Everyone (almost nia la...) think that bread is healthy food and now..we gonna stop taking bread?

Then..
Then...
Then.....I got no breakfast to take lo??
(I used to take bread as my breakfast, hehe...)

Aww....somemore, I am a bit, kind of a bread lover......
I start to wonders..the life without bread......

hmmmm..

rainbow and sun

2006-09-20T11:55:00.000+08:00

Wed, such a lovely day...where I got no class and can sleep as much as I can~
Hooray~
;p

SC send me a song... it says about, you are not my rainbow, you are not my sun.
Suddenly, I felt, it's so true.

Sometime, is not yours, the it is not.
No matter how much you want it..
..how much you appreaciate it...
..how much you like it...
...it is still not yours.

No matter, is a watch...a soft toy....a chance...or even a person.
It's still the same.

Do you find your rainbow and sun?

Sometimes, a correct timing......is really an important element.....I think.

:)

emotional?

2006-09-19T17:35:00.000+08:00

Tuesday, suppose will only be home by 7. But, thank God and thank for Cheryl, I am home d~

As I told you all, I miss the Dutch Lady Chocolate milk.
I think most of my friends too sayang me...coz the next day after I blog, i found the chocolate milk in the fridge of my coll's TenTen (the mini market in LUCT)....

**thanks la, a-p...haha**

Hmm, not sure did you all hear about this phrase..
"women (gals) are emotional"

These two days, I bit emotional ler.
Feel down...feel.....strange.
Something change...maybe I just not get used with it.
Coz...somehow, the change is too fast.
Hmm, maybe God just answered my prayer. :)

So, I just need to stand strong, stand straight and always remember....
My Lord is with me.
I am always not alone.
Can always rely on Him.

:)

yayyy

2006-09-16T12:46:00.000+08:00

Yayy~ I've done with my last assignment for this week.
O, thank God. Feel so nice right now.
I miss my bed (only sleep 2 hours last night)... :P

Jenny said I told you all that I finished my assignment, but actually still have this one which due today.
So, is it?? Did I said so??
Aiya, nvm la..just know that I'm done now, that's enough!!
**kekekeee**

Went through a hectic week, been working non-stop...
No time for movie, no time for entertainment....awww...
I felt that I am like a sandwich especially throughout this week.
*ok, I know it's weird that I said I feel like I'm a sandwich.....even SY and Desmond gimme that "apa-lah" look...sigh**

But, honestly, I felt so...just telling to tell others how I feel....
sobsob....hehe.

I think sandwich is very pity...especially the tuna (we're talking about a tuna sandwich k..? hmm, just assume la.... ;p) will be so pity as it has to press by both side -- the bread.
aww, I can felt how the tuna feel la.....

Stress..
Tires...
Restless...
..and my head is sooo heavy... **come to my silly ques, can I take my head off a while??hmmm."

ok la..
No more assignment for coming few days....
So, no more tuna sandwich lo...muahahah..
ops.

I gonna enjoy my weekend.......u guys too la~~~
;)

Hmm?

2006-09-15T00:36:00.000+08:00

Finally, both copywriting journal and my single page world wide web have submitted!!!
Yeah~~yeah~~yeah~~

Hmm, maybe I am too stress, maybe I am too tired...maybe....
Ok, forget about it, I just wanna say....I think I something wrong today.
I keep feeling hungry. **OH,no!!**

Took lunch at 11++, hungry at 4++...
Took a heavy dinner around 8++....hungry now....which is 4 hours later...
Wow.......I....speechless lo. Just wondering...what happen with my stomach....??
Hmmm..

There's another weird things ler.
I used to drink Dutch Lady chocolate when I reach college early.
But, it has already been 2 weeks that I din get to drink the chocolate milk la!!!
What happened?

Just now, when I was on my way home, I cannot tahan and tried to look for the chocolate milk.
Who knows, I went to three shops...and all of them din have the Dutch Lady's.

Argghh...

I wanna drink my Dutch Lady Chocolate Milk la........
:/

smile

2006-09-12T17:15:00.000+08:00

wow, is me!
I am a bit frustrated due to dunno what happened with the blogger.
As I had type out a long long entry and save it in draft, who knows, when I opened it yesterday..that's just an empty entry.
Hehe..so have to re-type lo..

**haha! **

Ok, let's see.
Last Sunday, I skipped both guitar and dance class...for my assignment purpose.. Then I felt bad after I get to know that on that Sunday, it is the last guitar and dance....and I did not attend!!!!
Awwww!! **breath in...breath out....relax**
hmm..I just feel sad la.... :(

Then, there's smtg happen on last Sun as well.
I had a really scary nightmare **or, should say eveningmare**..
..and guess what, I found out that I was crying when I woke up!

Ok, some of you guys might feel I am funny, but after I woke up...
..I just feel so bad, feel so sad, feel so pain..
Can you imagine, I even need to take about half an hour to calm myself to back to the normal me...
I not really remember what the nightmare is about. But, I just remember it was pain!
**O....I even feel bad when I think of it...**

I wonder, how will this happened?
It has been a long long time I din have nightmare..
..maybe I am just too stress...
...too tired...
..think too much...
gua?!?

O, Lord, take away the nightmare,Lord.
I dont want to experience it again.....

Anyhow, it's over. Smile smile, siewmay. Smile smile, people~
;)

I like rainy day

2006-09-09T17:19:00.000+08:00

As usual, today is another rainy day.
Since small, I like rainy day. There are reasons why I like it so much.
Hehee. Ya ler, I believe that there's always reasons behind it when you like something or someone... don't say something like, 'I just like it'..somehow, I think it's just now make sense le..
;p

Ok, come back to the reason..
1. I like the cooling weather...compare to the hot sun which causing me to sweat like dunno what's wrong...
2. I love the smell, especially when I'm beside a field, when rains, you can smell the 'rain'...it's so nice.... Yeah, I like it~

**wondering what am I talking about the 'smell' hmm, it's quite difficult to explain it clearly. So, close your eyes and take a breath when it starts raining...then I think you will know what I mean... ;)**

Been not blog for few dayss, cause I am really busy.
Busy with assignments, research, looking for ads...
Hmm, not so believe in how busy I am?
Let's see..

Tonight I'll be home alone, as this will be my first **is it the first time? anyhow, just very rarely* that I will not attend the Saturday night church service.
WHY?
To stay home for my assignments.

Then, if you have my msn, you might found out that it's a bit bit difficult to see me in online status. **maybe you just realized about it after I told you**
Anyway, there's friends that asked me around to see whether I am still ok..

Guys and gals,
no worry, k? I am doing well, just that feel a bit cold now...then got a bit cough....then my neck feel a bit tired...my my eyes feel a bit heavy..... beside these, I'm just doing great~
;p

Hmm, thank God, for His grace is always sufficient for us to go through the bumps step by step.
:)

Ok, gonna stop here and start working on with my assignments lo...
Bubye~~ **Danny said it sounds weird, but I think it's cute~~ ops...**
;p

satisfied. . .

2006-08-31T12:42:00.000+08:00

MERDEKA! MERDEKA! MERDEKA!

Hahahaa...see, how patriotic I'm... ops... *;p*
Today is 31st of August, the National Day of Malaysia.
As so, today is also a public holiday.. *yay~~

I'm in a really good mood now,
-- I get to have a good sleep last night.. ;) so nice...~

ok la, somehow, I'm quite easily satisfied ler. Coz to me, I did not get to sleep well for the past weeks ler.
Wake early for conference, classes....everyday I have to drag my tired body around.
But now, I feel good~~ **o, Ntv7's slogan...? ;p**
hehe..

Hmm, I think human has a greedy nature ler. *maybe only me*
Like what I said, sometimes, I do feel that I'm that kind of easily-satisfied person where little things can make me happy and excited for whole day. But...
O, there's just not good to have a 'but' behind--

I think I am a greedy one.
When I have A, I will think of having B and C. Then.......will be nice if I have D, E, F.....
;p

Hmm, human nature uh?

**ops, I going to my friend's place for lunch lo~~how nice..... talk more next ya~ ;)**

back!

2006-08-16T22:47:00.000+08:00

Hey, long time no see~
Oops, it seems that I like to start my entry this way...anyhow, I'm back~~

Yay.... **hmm, try be excited bitbit oo..it'll be difficult that I'm the only one that excited about**

Ok, first of all...or should say, this entry...I would like to updare you all about me...

1. New semester started, which is also the last semester of my 4th year study in Limkokwing.

2. Finished the very-stressed and headache internship report.... yay~~

3. Fall sick, five days ago....and went to see dr. just now...

4......aiks...seems nothing much special to update on le.

Anyway, that's all for now le. shall wait for more of my sharings lo~~~

;)

Pg is always nice

2006-07-27T23:33:00.000+08:00

Yeah~~ I am back from my four and the half days 'holidays' back in Pg.
:D

Pg is still the same....
Honestly, I felt that almost every time when I went back Pg. That will be a nice trip to me.
Although it's really short, 4 and 1/2 days back...but, I felt nice.

Sister still lovely as usual..she sent me a bday card month ago, but, it was lost....but she even bought another nice bracelet for me to replace the lost one.. **love ya, sis~**

Mummy's cooking is still nice....simple dishes will make me feel the wramth of home.... how nice..~

Daddy....is recovering...can you imagine, he even can walk to the second floor.. aww... think of a phrase that my sis told me before...
"I am touched" said my sis...
"why o?" I asked.
"It's has been a long time I ever see daddy walking...."
both of us looked at daddy and with tears.....we were so happy...

ya, I am happy too, when I see daddy walked to the second floor.

Thanks God.... ;)

As for sunny boyboy, he's still chubi (cute in hokkien) as usual... he's learning to talk oo....he can "mum mum" and crawl over when he saw you with a cup or a bowl..
then, he's also leaning to say "ta ta" (beat in mandarin). when he's naughty, my mum will like "A! boyboy, tata.." then he'll repeat "ta ta" "ta ta"....hahaa.... it's so cute that you cant even wanted to scold him le..
hmm, maybe that's his trick.. ops..

Hmm, it's really nice to back in Pg again. Maybe because of it's my hometown, no matter how good another place is...i will still think that Pg is the best...

:P

I love Penang oo.....

friday

2006-07-21T11:00:00.000+08:00

Yeah! Today is Friday, as excited as usual...cause we'll have cell group at Fri night ma!~
yeah~~
;p
**just to incase you guys dunno wat's cell group, it's a time where church memebers gather together to fellowship and learn about Christianity..** (hmm, wondering my explanation correct or not....but, somehow, smtg like what i explain le... ;p)

Hmm, actually i am in office le.

Today is my last day of internship.....mix feelings la..
I'm excited for tonigth...
Excited as tml is going back hometown... *finally*
Bit sad, as I'm leaving my company...
Nice, to have such nice bosses and coleages...
and...times really past by very fast oo.. that's all for 6 weeks...

heeheee..

I felt that I am a think-too-much person, sometimes, I am in good mood and due to think too much and think of those unnecessary things....which makes myself suffer....
hehee.
like last night....sigh.

Agreed with wat SY said,
these 2 weeks time, I am so emotional.
Get frust easily....get happy easily....get down easily...
haha.

so, be aware...if you see me behave that way *where swing so easily* just, eother ignore me or just bare with me la.......
oh, ooo...

I wonder..

2006-07-20T09:52:00.000+08:00

Thanks God, I'm still survived and blogging here.
It's a long story...smtg related with the bus driver...hehe..

Ok, as I am typing now....I felt the pain on my hand.
Why?
hehe, I got a paper cut in office yesterday.
I just dun understand...coz, the paper that cut my finger is those "stick on" memo pad paper wor.

huhuuuu..

sometimes I wonder...why there are only certain people get to get paper cut??
and, how come I am one of them?

Paper cut is very pain one wor... somemore, it will be very suffered when you wash hands, bath....or while you doing anything with your hands ler.
hehe.

..actually,dunno wat else to say le.
these days I was in not-that-good mood le.
Emotions swing......get frust easily......stressed.

some friends around also sense my 'abnormalness'..
hehe, perhaps, I just too tired ba...
or, there are other hidden reasons??

I wonder...

what you want?? tired oo...

2006-07-13T23:44:00.000+08:00

I'm tired. Really tired.
headache somemore..so, pls dont expect me to write smtg here.

pictures enough la.....k~ ;) hehehe

The sandwich that i made....yummy...

my new bracelet..

nice~

cute,rite.....? ops...

shh...not my dog o..... ;p

ok la, night~ ;P

**doink-aww**

strange thought

2006-07-11T23:45:00.000+08:00

Done the DISC test in church last Sunday.
As expected, I still a high "I" person. Ok, what's high "I" means for.....It stands for Influence.
Yup. It's INFLUENCE.

Literally, it means that I am an influential person lol~~
Haha....can said so la.. **aiks**
Somehow, sometimes, some people interpret it differently.
Some says....talkative....emotional......out-going.....playful.....etc.

I have to confess here. All these description words is what I don't like.
Why? I think it's somehow cause of my daddy always took these characteristics as negative one (see, I have them!!) .

Last time, my mum and dad use to lecture about not to be so "I".... when I look back, I realized that I really wish that I can changed.
If you are close enough with me, then you will know, I always wish to change...become a quite person. A normal, ordinary one....a not-so-active one.....a person who has the opposite characteristics that I have.
Most of my friends told me,
"Please la, just be yourself....no need to bother how other see you!!!"
"hmm, I think you just have to be yourself"
"Hmmmm......you sure that's what you want? I used to the ori you laa"

....

I dunno that the thought that I used to have is a correct one or not.
I tried many times, but I failed.
I felt myself funny where I will felt not-in-mood if I quite for some time.....
**haha, let's laugh together... :P**

Hmm.
Hmm.

But, God made me so by having His purpose for me.
Like what Jenny said, things always have both the goods and bads.
Shall not to be greedy. Concentrate on the good side lo.....
As this characteristics also not bad ma...can jokes, laugh, have fun....*aiks*...no, should say.....
communicate well with people.

;)
be happy la, gal.....~~

-- tt, I've bought another nice bracelet oo...show you the pic next ya~~
*I know you gonna say me accessories freak again la... ;p**

sandwich..

2006-07-09T16:39:00.000+08:00

Today is Sunday..
Yeah... right!......sorry, just excuse me...I am bit sleepy.....and tired. * plan to take a nap.....but,at least, after post up this entry. *
ha~

As a high "I" person (not sure it changed or not, will have the DISC test tonight and let u guys know about the updates ya~) I do things based on feeling.
Dont ask me why ha? When I got the mood, I just do the things I feel like doing.
hehe.

Ok, finally, I made the sandwiches for my friends ( which I promised long time ago ...;p)
Let me tell you, this sandwich is not smtg simple....it's secret recipe o~
Pls, dun misunderstood me. secret recipe..not as in I bought those sandwiches from Secret Recipe, but my friend taught me this seafood tuna.....which I liked a lot~~ nyam nyam..

I plan to settle the seafood tuna (as it has a secret recipe, so I have to cut cut and add in smtg la... )within one hour..
manatau.....I spent around one and a half hour to cut cut and mixmix...
hmm, wow, now my hands are tired.

^^For your information, I love sandwich. Dont ask me why..pls, coz....I cant even think of an answer for that. I just love lo....^^

I was thinking when I resting just now... I prepared sandwich for around 15 people then I feel tired, how about those uncle or aunty who make sandwiches in bakery or stalls...??
Wa....they for sure tired ler.
Hmm, ok, start from today, let's all of us appreciate their efforts....for making nice sandwiches for us....
;)

so, eat slower even though you are in rush when you taking sandwiches lo~~
hehe....

**hmm, dunno they all will have wat comment about my sandwiches ler....?? hmmmm....**

mmm

2006-07-06T10:41:00.000+08:00

found out this...another violent fight show clip....

-Here-

just, beware lo

2006-07-06T09:54:00.000+08:00

I am tired, due to the late sleep of daysss.
Why am I stayed up so late? Coz, talkative me chat a lots lo. hahaa.

Thurs, the second last day of working. I am physically and mentally tired. **aiyo, keep reminding myself I am tired belak.... ;p**

anyway, I received a forwarded mail from a friend--n I was shocked after reading it....

"ALL PLEASE WASH ALL BRAS, UNDERWEAR WHEN YOU BUY BEFORE WEARING THEM. WE DO NOT
KNOW WHAT PARASITE IS IN OUR CLOTHES WHEN WE BUY THEM. FORWARD TO EVERYBODY YOU
KNOW. LET ME FORE WARN YOU THIS IS SO SQUIMISH, I FEEL LIKE SOMETHING IS
CRAWLING ALL OVER ME EVEN AS I SEND THIS TO YOU. BE AWARE. IT IS SO GROTESQUE.
PLEASE WASH YOUR UNDERWEAR BEFORE WEARING. PREFERABLY IN BOILING HOT WATER."

This is the 'opening'....then, when you continue reading...will found out...

"..............after she removed the bandages, they found larva growing and
squirming within the pores and sores of her breast......... What she didn't know
was that the holes were in fact, deeper than she had originally thought for
these larvae were feeding off the fat, tissue, and even milk canals of her
bosom."

Yerr.....I even feel the 'geli-ness' now ler.. You guys might dun feel that geli as I would NOT attached the pictures here. Tell you, the pictures are................so horrible......so...geli.....so......YERR....

It's reported that it's happened in Zimbabwe...

I not sure and have no idea about how true it is. But, guys....I think is always good to beware and not to regret after it happened la... hehee..

;)

**just not understand....why this kind of thing could happened...?? hmm.......dun understand...**

o,contact lens

2006-07-05T01:11:00.000+08:00

Today, the 4th day of July, I open a new pair of my contact lens and wear them.

then, I went to office as usual....

after 1 hour....my left eye started to feel itchy..

3 hours later....I felt...there's bit pain....

5 hours later......ouch!!!! very uncomfortable la....

[working hour: 9.30-5.30..... (wow, 8 hours..) including travel time.....
so, I total tahan for 9 hours...hmm,I am a patient one, uh.? hehe]

then, when back at home, I took off the contacts......then I see smtg funny.

the len (left side one) got a hole wor..... it's like bite by dog like that....
CAN you imagine.....???
contact lens with a hole....? O, MY!!!

ARGGGGG..

so, now I know CLEARLY about why my eye feel so uncomfortable for 9 hours le.

maybe I should just think positively......
somehow, it just happen like........1/12 % ma.... (I buy for one year=12 pairs....then only one pair got prob....not too bad la...................................** hehee** )

**my left eye still got bit pain pain le...pity me..... : / **

love

2006-07-03T23:24:00.000+08:00

Heard of love languages before?
I heard about it yeaterday....
love languages....as interpret literally...is the way you express your love lo.
(aiks.... ;p)

this is my result~~

The Five Love Languages
Your primary love language is probably Quality Time
with a secondary love language being Physical Touch.

Complete set of results
Quality Time: 10
Physical Touch: 9
Receiving Gifts: 5
Words of Affirmation: 4
Acts of Service: 2

hehee...
ya...that's mine.

So, any idea about what's yours?
Just take the test here~

;)

**o, headache le...how come suddenly like that...is it coz of the hot weather???????? **

yum yum

2006-07-02T17:48:00.000+08:00

Past weeks, I was blessed with good food!
Yum Yum!

First, Grace, Shinyi and me went to this Shogun--a Japanese buffet restaurant in OneUtama.
Tell you, the food are nice....there are variety of choicesss,man.
so, if you love Japanese food, I think it's a good choice. But...... somehow the price is bit expensive.
As we are still students...affording 50ringgit for a meal is bit expensive la.. hehee...
;p

Then, thanks to Flora and Grace again where I get to eat Sandakan's special -- bull sh*t tart.
ok, I am not kidding ok? it's really called as bull sh*t tart. ]
Why?? hmm, many ppl asked me so, first, I direct translate the name from the cantonese one (which is called as gao shi tart), secondly is coz of the shape..I think. ok, let's imagine. There's an egg tart in front of you, then, the yellowish egg in the middle still there but it's not egg...but something cream and mix with white sh*t shape design...
get the idea??
sorry la, guys...was too rush and only remember din even take a pic to show u all after I ate it...
ops...
nvm....shall show u all next...
;)
then, how's the taste...? hmm....it's sweet stuff lo. if you like desert..then, I think bull sh*t tart will be something nice and special for you lo...

Then, another Sandakan special. (Sandakan food seems so unique ler....coz, they only available in Sandakan, Sabah, Malaysia oooo~ ;p)
ok, it's century egg dumpling. ya...century egg...
This time I am clever, I took some pictures when eating....
hahaa...

ok, overall it's quite not bad.

hmmm, dunno how to describe much ler. But, if you insist asking about how nice is it..?
then, I will say......
"there's a stall.....the dumpling..is really nice!!! Where? in Pg la.....shall try..."
ops...(sorry la, I typical Pg gal ma...sure prefer and promote more on Pg's food lo.... ;p)

But, it's really nice to try out new food....
wanna try....easy...go Sandakan la~~
;)

the look

2006-06-26T00:41:00.000+08:00

Have a really nice time at cell group last Fri..
Like usual, we had ice breaker before we start worshipping and sharing.. but somehow, it's bit different this time.
Cause....of the punishment.

The punishment of the ice breaker is.....the loser has to make a 'die until very cham' look.
Not only that but other winners can took picture of the 'look'....haha

Everyone of us 'get the chance' to lose once....so.....we all got to do the 'look'...

I put some here.....
;p
ops.....everyone get to see our ugly face lo...... *sigh..no image ady...*

hmmm, so how you think about them ler?
hehee....o,ya..forgot to introduce....

They are Flora, Jenny, Pui Yee, Chee Leong, Danny...and me...*the last one*...
haha.....
but, they said (and I felt so) that my look not really look like 'die until very cham' le...

hmmm, how? I dunno how to 'die untill very cham' laaa...
teach me le.....
**eh, take ur own pic n show me oo~~ ;) lol...**

pics..

2006-06-21T23:53:00.000+08:00

Here are some pics.....
;)

this.....my bday cake~~

O, these are some presents that I got~~~
Thank o....tingting....grace aka ta jie......shinyi aka er jie......jenny....vuitheng....flora...danny.....desmond....pui yee....cheeleong......n siewmay....myself..and other friends who has greet me~~ thanks oo..~
**although i know it's bit late to thank you guys few days later....but, the most important is the heart..rite?**
ha~
;P

nice nice~~~~
;D

happy day

2006-06-19T00:19:00.000+08:00

19 June, two days after my 21st birthday. Although it already been 2 days ago, but I still in the birthday mood.
This year, I get into 21 years old. It's a BIG day in my life, honestly I was really happy that day, but somehow, I am sad as well.
isn't it sound funny, cause I was happy but sad at the same time.

My church friends they really surprised me, gave me an unforgettable birthday...calls from friends from overseas. aren't all these are touching? where friends willing to spent time planning about surprised me...call me...

But on the other side, the most unbelievable thing happen....where my family - - sis, dad & my mum forgot about my birthday!! HA! It's true. I called them on Sun morning, and after I giving hints here and there...and thanks God, finally they REALIZED about forgetting my birthday. ha..ha..ha...

Then, some close friends of mine, also did not call or even sms me...hmm, I was thinking...they might be too bz..with assignments..... **o, I know I tried to comfort myself...cause, I know...they are having holidays now....sigh**

hmmm, maybe like what people said, "things always has both sides - the good and bad"
so, I should not expect a perfect bithday, rite?

ok, positive thinking again.....hmmm?
anyhow, I enjoyed my bday...happy day~

;)

Hmm, this way?

2006-06-08T22:13:00.000+08:00

I read this forward mail just now..

"A 10 year old boy, had eaten panipuri about 15 days back, and fell
>> sick,from the day he had eaten. Later when he had his Health check
>> done... doctors diagnosed that he had AIDS. His parents
>> couldn't believe it...
>>Then the entire family went to a Checkup... none of them suffered
>> from Aids. So the doctors checked again with the boy if he had eaten
>> out...The boy said "yes". He had panipuri that evening. Immediately a
>> group from Mallya hospital went to the panipuri vendor to check.
>> They found the panipuri seller had a cut on his finger while cutting
>> the onions, his blood had spread in food. When they had his blood
>> checked...the guy was suffering from AIDS .... but he
>> himself was NOT aware.Unfortunately the boy is suffering from it now."

Hmm...
I was thinking so hard after read it.
So, it means that we should not eat outside lo??

Then I referred back, the title of this mail--- "Can AIDS spread this way..?"
So, after all this article said, yes! .
.... obviously rite?

Hmmm..

**vynn has no idea wat to say, just continue wondering........ anyhow, vynn is so tired....**
**and, what is panipuri ha??**

tired

2006-06-04T00:52:00.000+08:00

Finally, I am done with my Semester 6~~
yeah~
*aiks, telling the semester..then...you guys will know I am old d...hmmm, aiks..think too much la ;P *

I am always a person who like to visualise my own pictures in mind.
If you tell me about smtg, my mind will start drawing pictures, sort of creating my own 'movie'.
Sometimes I wonders, is it good to have such a good imagination capability?
Cause...I think, somehow, I think too much....and make the situation worse.

Knowing my gang of friends for more than 7 years.
Can you imagine that 7 yrs of good friends...?
We went through a lot.
But weeks ago..a friend told me that.....
"you know, the way you talk.....your words....hurt people...!"

....

When comes to the word "hurt", the picture in my mind will be like taking a knife and cut other.
So, if putting the picture in, which means I am holding the knife and cutting my beloved friends?

Aw..
It's pain. I mean, I am pain, when I heard that.
I dunno that I've done so to my friends. When I said, "o, I am not sensitive enough...."
I think that's just an excuse.
I felt so bad le.

Hmm..

I know it's all over ady. So, try my best to be more alert, or better way...speaks less, I supposed.

So sorry, dear friends.

p/s--going back Pg tml morning lo~~ holidays started ady. so, take care..and hopefully you all can hear from me after daysss lo... ;) n, I am tired oo.....hehee..

back--

2006-05-30T23:32:00.000+08:00

I am tired and I felt restless after the camp.
hehe.
Like what we always said, nice time will pass sooner.

Agreed with it le.
The Koinonia (fellowship) Camp was over le.

We had the camp at Kluang, hmm, it's somehow like Botanical Garden (Pg) feel le. Coz, there are three, fresh air...the most important part is, there are monkeyss~~
Cute but scary....aiks.. ;p
Hehee...

Actually I felt very pai se, as I told myself to took pics as to blog about the camp. Who knowss.....
...lazy me......work half way....ops, ok....I think not even half way...
Hmm, sometimes, is quite hard to take pics all the time ma......

Anyhow, just putting up the FEW that I took la. ;p

Me, waiting for Jenny them.... (too boring ba....)

On my way....on bus....heavy rain......

My socks and Jenny's....haha...lying lazily on our bed...

This one gonna explain, before this, I was trying to took the beautiful sunset. Who knows, my hp is not powerful enough...all blurr....
So, I just take a snap...of the floor. Although din get to see sunset, can see MBS's floor ma....hahahaha.. :P

Hmm...actually there's still smtg to talk about.......but, I feel sleepy lo.....
then....to be continue lo....

;)

the problem is..

2006-05-26T01:49:00.000+08:00

Was thinking, to blog or not to. As following 3 days, I wont be around.....I'm going to Koinonia Camp~~

Yeah~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Yeah~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Ops, pai se ya~

I was thinking about is anything interesting that happened to blog about, ( so sad as still gonna think, actually trying to dig something out)
but then....I think of something.

Is it if you are a handsome guy or a pretty gal, no matter what angles, what type of photos you took, you will also look great???

Coz, somehow, sometimes....like a person, he's handsome. but still, not all pictures that he took were nice.

Hmmm....

Maybe another example, me. (Em, em.....hehee.....dun laugh le...)

Me, I think my look not that bad la..... (hahaa..) can be consider good-looking if you dont want to critique on.... like what we used to say in Hokkien, "mai hiam then be pai" (muahahahaa....hey, give some face, just agree lee....aikss..)

What happened to me is,
sometimes, when I took pictures, I looked good.
But, sometimes......all my 38-ness will be captured.

Hmm....wondering....

I wonders, the problem is...the person herself le..?
The camera person ler..?
The camera le..?
The negative le....?
Angles.....?
Lighting...........??

Hmm, if continue....for sure cannot end lo. That time will be blaming this and that le.....
hehe.

Anyhow, I think everyone is good looking, just that you gonna see whether you get to captured the best angle and the best expression or not.

Or, in conclusion, I should say, is the camera person's laaa...

Is it..?? guess so...

let's laugh..

2006-05-22T23:36:00.000+08:00

Monday, most people will be in a not-so-good mood.

But this morning I wake with a good mood....but then my good mood was spoil when I started to do my Interactive CD in the lab ( my multimedia assignment) normally, I get to finish 1-2 really complicated pages in about 3-4 hours time. But today...I used about 3 hours...n I just get to finish a really simple page.
ha...so funny.

Why is it so ler?
I think someone curse on those Mac... (AW!! I so bad...) Coz, I switched 4 Mac.

The first one, the typing is in Madarin.... (then how I going to type my content le????) then, I changed.

..the second one, the main menu everything is in Madarin.... (ARggg)
(ok, some of you guys might wonder......as I know Mandarin...so, what's the problem le...... the problem.....is....although I know Mandarin...but, pls...tell me wat Application call in Mandarin...wat's......aiks...I too get used with English..especially in pc n Mac le.....)

anyway...I then switched to the third one. so nice, everything is in Eng. But, the Director program got problem belak!!!!

:(

Lastly, I changed to another Mac where there's no problem at all. I was so happy and started to enjoy while doing my Interactive CD..

o,yeah..I am done with another one page. After saving everything, I used to play back n look at it...

O-O

I was stoned.
The whole page that I've did.........is.......empty....

Then, I quickly open back my thumb drive's file....n guess what. It's empty too.

Hahahahaa..
I just cant stop laughing at myself.
..stupid me..

Then, Harry's phrase suddenly appear in my mind...
"what to do? User's problem le...."
????????

sigh.

Tomorrow will be another great day!

2006-05-19T00:03:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, I will wonders....what I want actually...
..and the sometimes, happened again few hours ago.

That thought pop up when I was in a not-so-good mood this evening.
This is how it happened.

'Drang.....dreng....drung.....' , I was practicing my guitar that time..
I stopped after few minutes.. I just get frustrated...and cant continue on my practice...

What happened?

I suspect....
--maybe my guitar is out of tune..?? but, my housemate help me to tune it last night...
--maybe my fingers pain after practicing for some time.....but...I just started my practice for a while wor..
--maybe...
--maybe...

Then, I am not happy, I have some kind of the weird feeling.. (I just dunno how to explain it...sigh)
..continue chatting with friends....feel not right...
...wanted to work on my assignment........not feel like doing them...
End up I just lying on my bed, doing nothing but only looked at the ceiling..

..
..
..

speechless le. When can I get out of these mood-easily-get-swing character ler..?

Anyhow,it comes fast and it goes fast.

After my dinner at Sushi King (yummy~~), now I felt much more better...
Hmm, I gonna apologize to everyone who was disturb by my 'smelly' (Cantonese) face.
..apologize to those who I made you all worry about me..
..and, thanks to nice friends who have dinner with me just now.....Because of them, the ori-me has come back~~

yeah~~
Tomorrow will be another great day o!
;)

teluk kumbar seafood

2006-05-15T20:33:00.000+08:00

Aloha...
I went back Pg and have a nice mother's Day celebration with my family and a blessed weekend oo~

Without informing my mum, I curi-curi went back Pg last Fri.
Hehee, she was really surprised by me ler...but I knew, she was happy~~
;p
Due to some inconvenient, my sis and I decided to 'ta pao' (takeaway) from the seafood restaurant.
It was my first time went to this "Good Friend" (direct translate from the Chinese) seafood restaurant in Teluk Kumbar, Penang.
If you stayed in Pg, you will know, we Pg ppl always go to Tambun for seafood, but now I wanna tell you all--this Teluk Kumbar's seafood is nice toooo~~

Here are some pictures that I took at the seafood restaurant.....you can enjoy the beach view while you eating oo~
;)

Ok, after ta pao-ing, we went home for dinner lo~~~
See what we order.....

Crab~

Fried sotong~

Prawn...

Hmm, what this call in Eng?? we called it--Ha Ko (hokkien)......hmm......aiya, dunno ler...

There were few more...but we were just too hungry...so, this 'group pic' is the last one lo...
ha~~

yummy....

My sis and I was bit regreted...because...we order too much...
haha, eat until we like so kesian ler....:P
O,ya...some of you guys might thinking...will it be expensive eating there?
No!!! it's not expensive at all, and I think it's cheap ler. Guess how much we spent on this dinner???
Guess la....
Less than one hundred oo~~
ha~

Recommend to you la.....Teluk Kumbar seafood....not bad not bad~~

Hmm,
Although it was just a short trip back Pg, and I am still tired now...but I really have a nice time...& I was blessed oo.....new shoe...clothes....muahahhaa...
aiks...
;)

Here is the last one,
I took this at Penang Bridge when I was on my way back Kl yesterday...

I like the sea......it's nice......

guitar journey

2006-05-10T01:15:00.000+08:00

I've been learning guitar for some time....about one month?? more or less la...
Hmm, if you asked me how's it?
I would say, learning guitar is so difficult.

Ya, it's really difficult especially when learning to press all the chords.
Not only have to press them in the correct position (means you have to memorize all of them) but you have to press firmly (means have to press really hard....know?)
At the first week when I started to learn to press chords.....I felt so disappointed and...helpless.

This is because, many things you have to really learn and explore by yourself..... and...it is really hard, to me.
The first week, I tried my very best to press those chords, but still I didn't really see the results....and at that time, my left hand fingers were all in pain..
I was bit upset that time.

Then, I wonder...did I doing the right decision that wanted to learn guitar??
Then, all kinds of questions started to pop out.....all the questions also trying to stop me from continuing.

But, thanks God. I looked back.
When I looked back at my piano experienced...I think now is so much easier...somehow, have to be patient enough lo..

I play piano for more than 10 years (not really remember the exact duration), although it is easy for me to play piano right now.....but, I actually went through lots of hard time before I came to this stage.
So, is the same theory lo.....

I am glad that I am patient enough....after few weeks of learning...now, I can play about 1-2 songs.
Although I still get stuck here and there...but I already feel proud and excited about it~

Last time, I always think that whoever play guitar is like so cool....so yeng like that...
And now, I also becoming one of them lo....nyaik aa aa....
HA~

Practice makes perfect...!
Gambaitte Ne~
;)

how?

2006-05-07T22:23:00.000+08:00

Been not blogging for quite some time.
Today, is Sunday again.
I..not really in good mood right now..it's all because of the MSN.

I have no idea what happen with it.
But for today whole day..I cannot sign in.
Hm, ok, I said wrongly...I signed in,but it just hang...

Even more funny part is...
Everyone in MSN get to see I am in online status.....
They msg me...nudge.....but I just received nothing.....

Arggh.... I am bit frustrated with that??
How how how????

:(

Spoiled my good mood.
I was having a good mood this morning---as I finally get to play a whole song with my guitar..
yeah!~

Anyhow, continue to practice hard...practice makes perfect ma.....
n, pray hard...or anyone..just tell me....what happen with my msn....and...hot to solve it lerrr??

:(

Moulin Rouge

2006-04-30T21:59:00.000+08:00

Sunday, as usual it's a lazy day.
I planned to do half of my two-pages script which has to submit on coming Thurs, but, I fail to do so.....
Somehow, it's still glad that at least...at least...I have wrote on few scenes...
;p

O,ya...I watch a movie today.....at home.
I get to get the Moulin Rouge's Dvd from CT after dinner just now..
Moulin Rouge, pronounced as Mu-Lan Rouge...
(so pai se, I keep pronounced it as Mou-ling Rouge...) ;p
I guess some of you guys might watched it d...but sadly to say...I don't even know about this movie until my housemate told me that it's smtg like Perhaps Love.
As I like Perhaps Love a lots...so I tell myself, I MUST watch this Moulin Rouge.

Poster of Moulin Rouge

Finished watch it about half an hour ago.
It is a nice movie and it's a beautiful love story..
But, still I not so agree with what my housemate said about "Perhaps Love copy Moulin Rouge's idea, and the two movies are so similar.."

O? Really?
Although I have to admit that there are similarities...but the cinematography and storyline are different....
Quite different.

After all, I like it as well.
Dunno is that because of I am a girl or what, I feel that I always preferred love story....touching story..
Hmmm..?;p

Here is the nice phrase in Moulin Rouge:
~ The greatest thing you'll ever learn...Is just to Love, and be Loved in return. ~

mua chee

2006-04-28T18:17:00.000+08:00

If you know me long enough, you will know that I do not like soft soft food...
Hmm, soft soft food....in case you all don't get what I mean.......I give some examples la.
Soft soft food, like...porridge...creamy stuff.... **get what I mean, rite??**

Anyway, that's not I wanna talk about today....
muahahahaha

today's topic is Mua Chee.
Mua Chee, if you do not heard it before....it will be really difficult for me to explain to you..
Mua Chee=is a direct translate from the Mandarin

Ok, don't be so long-winded..

yeah~~ this is mua chee

There are several mua chee stalls in Pg, but there's only three stall taste good...
1. Behind Looking-good plaza, but the uncle....only sells when he is in good mood.....haha
2. Lip Sin pasar malam, every fri. But, the bad thing is, you can only catch it once a week..hehehe
3. At Genting kopitiam at Green Lane.... **the one I bought n took picss**

look closer...

still, among these three, I preferred the third one.
Why??
coz--the mua chee always hot hot....n with a lot of peanuts oo~~
;)

wa...

I teruk la.....look at all these pictures....get hungry ler!!
;p

white tea + peach = nice

2006-04-28T01:00:00.000+08:00

Just back from practicing guitar. Guess what, my left hand fingers still bitbit pain when typing ler.
Hmm, hopefully my receptor will get used to the pain of pressing those strings soon ler.... ;p

Today, I bit sad...cause when we stick up all our advertisements in our advertising class....
I saw everyone's ads are so nice...
Sobsob...actually we have more than two weeks time to prepared those ads, but lazy me....when back in Pg, has then changed into a lazy piggy...hehe....
Hmm...gonna put more efforts next lo... :(

Today get to learn some new vocab from James (Who stayed quite a long time in S'pore).
Dunno why we have came to this, but he told us that in S'pore...when they wanna said that you are very blur, they will said... "U....sotong!!"
Aiks??
We were really become sotong when he said so.
WHY why WHY?? why sotong oo??
He then explained.. coz, sotong can't really see.. they rely more on senses...so, whenever they feel smtg wrong without knowing what happen..they will just 'spit' their black ink (opss, dunno what that call~ ;p)
Hmm...make sense??
Seems bit strange...anyhow...are you a sotong right now???
muahahaha

In case you dunno what's a sotong....here it is!!~~

Then, tried a new ice-cream today.. I love it so much...because it is my favourite peach favor....

This is the packaging of the ice-cream, if you see it....have a try...u might like it...or hate it...
muhahaa..
But the ice-cream bit soul lo...coz, the outer layer is white tea favor and the inner part only is the peach....
Hehee..

Then, I found out smtg, called a gang of friends...come out and take ice-cream together...
It will be fun and more delicious oo~~
yummy...

See....so many of us eat together...nice~~

;)

ais kacang

2006-04-25T17:01:00.000+08:00

"Ais kacang...ais, ais kacang.."
Still remember there was this 'ais kacang' song when I sang in my kindergarten time...
**good memory, uh?? **

Ais kacang=ABC (in KL) = ang tao seng (hokkien) is one of my favorite..
this is because.......hehe...
There is a famous and nice ais kacang stall in 'new world' (the name of the place, direct translate from Hokkien), Pg.

This ais kacang stall is well-known of its special-ness....and also the friendly uncle n aunties~~
so, what's so special ler?? ---- you can add fruits that you like...or ice cream in the ais kacang...

I always like the normal ais kacang with a ice-cream on top......it's only RM 2 Oo..
cheap,rite???
besides ice-cream one...you can try the mango one...or banana..which I think is best!!!~

wow, look at the pics, I feel like eating now...
ha...
so, shall try it when you go Pg oo!~
muahahaa~

yum yum...

pai se

2006-04-25T01:09:00.000+08:00

heyo...
I think some of u all might wonders about the pictures in my previous post...
hmm, frankly..I also dunno what happen..they all just cannot resize and published properly...
pai se oo**
;p

hmm, back from Pg..
have a really nice n lazy time while I was back in hometown..**I think everyone feel the same way (lazy) when they are back in hometown ler**
hehehee

hmm, I ate lotss of Pg nice food when I was back in Pg...*cause of my multimedia assignment*
so, I think ma as well I do some food review here...
although there are many good food in Pg...still there are not-so-encouraged food in Pg lo...hehe...

you love food??
hehe, shall see next lo...

p/s--in case you have no idea... Pg = Penang **no worry, I wont laugh at you oo~~ hahahaa...ops... ;p **

Easter !!

2006-04-16T02:01:00.000+08:00

Happy Easter!!~

Hmm, what you think of when it's Easter ler??
--Egg!!!
I think most people will come out with this answer......same as me..
This year is the very first time i celebrate Easter..not to say dint celebrate before...
..but this time....with a clearer vision...
;)

Let's show you all something....
I bought this days ago....but, cause of I am too busy with my assignments...
..tend to forgot about it! ops.. ;p
hehee....ok ler, show you all my new 'pet'..

It's actually a plant....and the seed is inside the eggshell....hehe
so..ya lo...will try my best to plant it ler...
We shall be really patient and see how would it turns out oo~~
;)

--see this while went pudu area this noon, can you see what are those white thingy?? ----yeah, schools's white shoes...haha, aren't they creative?? hang so high.... ;p ----

**going back pg.... ;)**

kajang satay

2006-04-13T22:27:00.000+08:00

Busy week, but then...I went to have nice food~~
;p
Hmm, I went for Kajang satay ( the one beside stadium, that's what they called it ) last night.
Some might wonders, said that you are so busy --- always showing busy status in msn --- complaining here....
..but...o, yeah, I went to Kajang.
nyiak aa aa..

yummy...

Last night was my first time went to Kajang,
first time having satay in Kajang,
first time eating beef satay,
first time eating mutton's satay,
first time eating rabbit meat satay....

o, ya...you see the correct word. It's rabbit meat.
Hmm, yeah, I ate and it taste even better than chicken one..hehe...
But the best among all is...the peanut sauce...... wow, trust me le...It's nice. ehheeh...make me miss Pg so much...:P
hehe, guess what, we really ate a lots oo.. Imagine...I took 9 sticks oo.....
;p

Hmm, how are those satay??
--chicken--3 stars
--beef--4 stars
--mutton--2 stars
--rabbit meat--3.5 stars
--peanut sauce--4.5 stars

muahahaha~~

I planned to took pictures.. who knows, I was too busy eating.......
hehe, as before I came back...I aimed at the glass--where they are satay-ing (or how should said....preparing??) those satay.... who knows everyone inside looking at me..
Aiksss...I malu ler........ **malu=shy**
hehe...so, end up with nothing. ;p

But I like something there....where every tables are served with satay....hahaa...
the situation....look cute...to me~~

nice

2006-04-11T13:40:00.000+08:00

An old friend of mine sent this to me...

I guess, some of you guys might watched this before.
Like me, I watched it few times during CNY d...
But when i watched again just now, i still feel touch.

Think of my mum n dad suddenly.....
Miss them....

;)

anyhow, i just like it.

http://tomorrow.sg/archives/2006/03/02/petronas_cny_2006_advertisement.html

happy

2006-04-06T22:05:00.000+08:00

What will make you happy??

some people might happy cause get to eat cake..
some people might happy cause get to see fire works..
some people might get happy when they have a nice chat with friends.
some people might feel happy when they felt the air smell nice..
some people might happy when people think of them..

haha, so which one are you?

I think, everyone will have different things, ways and reasons that make them happy.
Hmm..
Isn't our lives....cute? haha.
Some will think that using 'cute' to describe our lives are so wrong..
But...I think it's really cute when little little things can bright up our days and mood~~
;D

O,ya...I suppose you all dunno.
Hmm,
You done any of those I mentioned above, then I will feel happy lo...
LOL~~~

'smiles always as you won't know who will fall in love with your smiles'

challenge

2006-04-05T21:49:00.000+08:00

Hmm, there are good news and bad news.
People tend to listen to bad news first, cause at least later got good news to comfort after listen to the bad one.
Yeah, I am same as well, bad news first--

Bad news,
I stepped on my spec yesterday.
Yesterday was the most suffering day - - - emotion swing like dunno what!~
Feel like eating whenever I feel like eating... **aikss*

Good news,
Get to get a new spec soon...*wahaha...not so happy also**
I have walked through the so-mood-swing-day~ o, thanks God~~~
Not really gain weight...*oh,ooo...Doesn't means can eat more!!! ;p*

muahahaa....
That's it.
Hmm, wondering are you all sweating right now? somehow, sweating is good.

Some people asked me what happened yesterday, *cos of my so-serious look*
I, really dunno how to answer. I know about the sub-reasons that lead to it...
But then, I know, it's not the main reason..
***wa...confusing*

Hours ago, a friend reminded me something.
I read a book weeks ago, where it says smtg like this:
"If you get angry easily, now, take a two weeks challenge. Control your temper, DO NOT get angry in two weeks time."
After I read that, I was like..."I wont get angry easily, so...not a challenge.."
Then, I just tend to forget about that.
Weeks later, now, I realized of something.
I think it's a good way to train myself...control myself....not to be mood-swing easily, for two weeks.

Hmm, it's really a challenge,
honestly speaking, mood-swing is so difficult for me..to control....

dear Lord, help me Lord, bless me with strength.....

Hohohoo, two weeks later shall see whether I success or not lol~~~ ;p

**In case that I forgot, maybe someone can remind me after two weeks?? ;) **

sigh

2006-04-04T19:28:00.000+08:00

I think I am strange.

Will feel blue suddenly.
Will get frustrated without a clear reasons.

Sigh.

Like now, I not really in a down mood, just bit.....sigh.......then no matter what I type....will not be something happy or encouraging.
Just feel like shout loudly...

"LEAVE ME ALONE!!!"

Aikss.
I think I crazy dee.
Ignore me, I will ok then.

Heheee.

Blessed.

2006-03-28T23:27:00.000+08:00

Just finished crying.

hmm, is not always to get to know that I cried o...
.....but this will happen once in a while le.

Why I cried?
when I tell you the reason, you might laugh at it.
cause, I miss my friends.
I miss ky, mc, bj, jc, ja, ll, ah, cp, tk, tingting, grace..zhia...

maybe coz of I am a "I" person....("I" person, usually are more emotional.....)

this--cried when miss my friends, has become a part of my life.
all the memories will flash over in my mind when I cried.
now, I realized that I am so blessed.

blessed with friends that will cry with me when I cry...
blessed with friends that will worried about me when I sick.....
blessed with friends that will rejoice for me when there's good things happen to me....
blessed with friends that will miss me even when we are apart far far away....
and, most blessed is that...the love...is not one sided.....

; )
thanks God for all of these blessing to me.

look around friends, His blessing is just beside you,
do you see them?

God bless~

smtg new

2006-03-25T16:48:00.000+08:00

aloha...how's life?
I was busy..and now,still busy-ing.
Assignments are coming, due soon....tons of journals.....tests somemore....

O,ya. Found smtg interesting..
Ok, let's follow my instruction now.....scroll down...ya, scroll down my blog....
...you will see a cute pink piggy...

Let me introduce to you...her name is Oioi....
hehee..
Cute, isn't it..?? It is my new adopted pet oo~~
saw my friend they adopted so fun, so i decided to adopt one as well lo..

You know, you can play with her...feed her...and shower her when her whole body is in mud...
;D
not believe??
aiya,try lo.. hehe

they are relatives.

2006-03-23T20:56:00.000+08:00

There was this IQ question (is it consider?) that my aunt asked me (not really me la, all cousins were there ler... ;p)

**all in " " are in Hokkien** ;)

Do you know what is "a mo liu lian"?
"a mo liu lian" means soursop.
Then, do you think this "a mo liu lian" has relationship with "a mo tan" (rambutan) or with "liu lian" (durian) ? ?

hmm, all of us were stoned.
relationship??? pls la, they are three different fruits, how can they have relationship ler??
when everyone was headache with it, my little cousin sister asked my aunt..
"gu gu (aunt in Cantonese), what is the answer o??"
who knows, my aunt replied,
"em, I also dunno the answer.. that's why I am asking you all... "

emm...we were like....
WHAT?? you dunno the answer then you asked us??

XXXXX

we thought so hardly...then....
**BING**
yeah, I think of the answer d..

ha...you know what's their relationship??

--"a mo liu lian" for sure got relationship with " a mo tan",
this is because, "a mo liu lian" 's surname is "a mo" and "a mo tan" 's surname is also "a mo",
whereas "liu lian" 's surname is "liu" ...
means, "a mo liu lian" and "a mo tan" are relatives lol~~~ ha~
so, how can "a mo liu lian" has relationship with "liu lian" ler??

all of cousins and aunts were sweat when heard of answer.
but, I think it's very logic wor..

r.i.p.

2006-03-23T20:45:00.000+08:00

hey, been not bloging for weeks d.
I was really bz. I went back Pg to see the skin-doctor and I found out the reason that causing those red dots in my body.
Guess what??
-----is caused of the injection!!!! (remember?? the injection that costed me 100? )

o,yeah.
I was bit fed up when I knew that...I paid 100 for my cough and gonna paid another 80 for the 'result' that it brought to me??!~
wa....this really the first time.

But, glad to say that I am recovering, those red dots are getting lighter..
; )

Then, I went back Pg again when I came back from the skin-dr. trip.
Cause, my beloved gandfather past away.

I was really sad and lost control of my emotion.....can't really believe I lost the last and only granny that I have!
but then, I felt much better after crying...and I think it is something good for him.
--as he suffered quite a lot. It's a relieve...and he's now in heaven with our beloved heavenly Father.
; )

Rest In Peace, a-Ye...

heavy rain

2006-03-09T22:47:00.000+08:00

Was walking home when i saw these,

hmm, in case of you all might cant see clearly..
all of them are photos of the result of a heavy rain this afternoon.
2 trees collapsed (hm, is it correct using this word? cant think of other.. ;p) and even the road sign sengek (in first pic)....

wondering, the heavy rain that HEAVY meh???
hmm, anyhow, was in class that time..

hehee

liong cha

2006-03-07T21:50:00.000+08:00

The weather is really nice now, after a heavy rain, and I just woke up..from a sweet nap~ ha~

Tuesday is nice, cause I have no class today. ;)
As planned, went 1-Utama with SY.
*nice,uh*
When I was on my way this morning, I broke my shoe.

This is how my shoe looked like.
Pity her, being a faithful shoe serving me for around 1+ years, end up her life in dustbin.
**ya la, if not...???**
hehe...
This is my second experience that my shoe just break like that when I am walking....
Is there something wrong with my walking style? or, is the shoe itself.???

Can u imagine that the string of the shoe just break half way when you are walking.
Tell u, it is really terrible!!!!!!!

sigh.

Then, when I went home I found out this::

OH NO!!
I wonderss.....

TADA~!!
presents to u.....the most original "liong cha"

It's scary that the tap water look like my "liong cha"....

...
...
...

much better

2006-03-06T21:13:00.000+08:00

Thanks God, I still alive.~~
hehe..
after so many days coughing.....I am still coughing now. ha~
but, I am so much better.

guess what's the first words others say to me when they see me...
"recovered dee??"
"**cough cough**" I will normally replied this way.
ha.. not purposely le, sometimes, it just know to cough on time. ha~

then, yesterday,my friends they bought me this chinese cough medic.
according to the boss of the pharmacy, this chinese medic is for patient who suffering from long time cough wor.
so, I tried.
hmm, it tastes......different.
it's combination of 9 Chinese herbs wor.. haha....
after taking few times, not bad ler.........now I even manage to sing~~
lalalalalaaaaaaaaaaa...
ha~

so, we shall see...
start to feel excited lol....looking forward for the day I fully recover ler~~~
yeah..

**today take chocolate bar somemore.....chocolate r soo nice...yummy~~**
;P

21st day...

2006-03-03T17:36:00.000+08:00

today, is the 21st day, which means i sick for 3 weeks d.
ha~

injection, no use.
medicine, no use.
stop taking cold stuff, no use.
stop taking hot n spicy food, no use.
rest more, no use.
drink more water, no use.

hmm, what happen to me?

**cough cough**

water

2006-03-01T15:32:00.000+08:00

Heard about the smelly water problem?
hmm...
I was so surprised that I din experienced that.. **lucky**

my friends (staying in the same apartment) told me,
m:the water so smelly la....smelly like those yiak yiak le...
v:o?? is it..? I dunno wor..
t:ya lo, my place also..!! cannot tahan..
v: O.O (confused look..)
c:ya ler, my place also...not dare to cook la...take McD only.

hmm,I really totally no idea about that.
then, I thought:- hmm, only my apartment got this weird prob uh...

who knows, this morning when I read the news (o,ya,my first day reading news after back KL) only I realized,

Residents happy water no longer smells bad

this big title.

"Syarikat Bekalan Air Selangor had said that dirty water from rivers and ponds had overflowed into the Sungai Selangor following heavy rains on Sunday, causing the problem.

The overflow, it added, had caused an increase of ammonia content in the raw water sourced from the river.

State Environment committee chairman Datuk ChÂng Toh Eng said the Selangor health department had given its assurance that the water tapped from Sungai Selangor was not contaminated. "

ooo....here it is..the reason.
thanks God, everything has over and I no need to try that.

just imagine,
the water we drink, bath, brush tooth, wash face....are all smelly...........
then,I think we no need to put perfume liao lo..
sure smell nice..

:P

hami?

2006-02-27T23:08:00.000+08:00

Where are you from? Penang.
I am a typical Penang gal. as in I born in Penang, grow up in Penang.

After study in KL,
I found out that I have some "symptoms" of being a Penang gal.

1. There will be some slang after my sentence.
"ya la..."
"why like that oo~?"
"ok lo..."
I not so sure about that, but almost all of the friends (not from Pg) will say that. Wondering, Penang people really like that???

2.then, half way talking....there will be some "pop ups" of Hokkien words ler.
the most famous of mine...
"hami suu" (what's wrong?)
"wa, chubi.." (it's cute)
friends around me will know, cause when the first time they hear...for sure become "8 ears" (means blur)...
hahaa...so, what will I do? hmm, become a Hokkien teacher and explain for them lo.

--honestly speaking, my Hokkien only kindergarten level, but still not so bad here oo~~ --

3.Then, the last "symptom", (i think only happen on me)
like to compare food.
when eating curry mee...."wah, there's another stall in Penang...very nice one!!!"
eating Har mee (Hokkien mee in Pg)....."you know, there's two famous Hokkien mee in Pg..."
then, my friends will normally.....
..
...
speechless. haha..
but now,most of them get used dee.
;)

but, really o....Penang food is nice oo....
even this duck drumstick mee.....(Pg's one also nicer oo...)

opps...
**cough cough..**

door lock

2006-02-24T17:18:00.000+08:00

I am stress, right now. after my nap.

my old room's lock had spoil months ago.
when I plan to ask someone to fix it, my bro said..
"no worry, I'll help you with that."

months pass by.

the door lock still not yet fix.
and,
the owner gonna see the house this Sunday.
so...
how oo...?

sms my bro...no response.
ask help from my ex-housemate...also susah (diffucult).

I know, it's my fault.
really stress la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

how come I dunno to fix the door lock myself le?
:(

*cough cough*

Dr..

2006-02-23T09:50:00.000+08:00

some of you might know, (where I suppose most of you dunno)..I fall sick....
for more than 10 days, if I not mistaken. **o, pity me...
from fever, flu, cough,sore throat....until now, left cough.

after dayss of suffering, I decided went to see Dr. (or, let the Dr see me....)
the Dr. was like..
"yours is sensitive throat.."
"combination of the dry cough and cold cough...."
...
....
forgot what she said somemore, but...it all pointing out that my cough is serious.

then...
I had the first injection after 8 years time, when I had the BCG in standard 6.

this time, it costs me 100 to see the Dr.
oo......my bank account cry la....

anyway, recover is more important.
like now, I can speak more fluently compare than few days back where I can only...
"..ho....ow ...are........y.......yoooou.."
*keep coughing and although I manage to speak the whole sentence, others also cant really understand ler... hehe

haha!

o,yes...

2006-02-19T23:56:00.000+08:00

Finally, i am back!
after such a long time......let me count..hmm, around 2 months..
so, i suppose, there will be some people miss my blog...or even miss me....
(**pls, tell me yes!!~)

Restarting my blog life again.
like me, in my life...
get into a new environment (tingting n grace went oz, i moved into a new house, get into a new year-2006, new semester-coming ahead....)
so, i suppose i will create a new environment for my blog.... (o,ya....try my very best la..)

As for today...
it's just an anouncement...
as i know...some already bored with my "bag"....(know who la....d....)

so....shall wait....for the coming ones lo.......
;)

bag bag

2005-12-20T13:12:00.000+08:00

Bought a bag few days ago…
(It is for Chinese New Year one oo!)
When I choose the bag, I took a black one…
But when I just wanted to step out of the shop, I saw a pinkish one.

“Wow, the pink one even better!”
“More special! Not like black, so dull…”
My sis said.

Hmm,
Then, I changed it – black to pink.
Back home, I started to feel…regret.

“Should take black one!!”
“Easier to match with clothes”
“More presentable!!”

All sort of thoughts pop out.
The next day, I went to change back to the black one.

Hmm,
This kind of situation happened quite frequent….
I’m not a decisive one.
Always listen to others’ opinions.

Not to say listen to others is not good,
Especially shopping, always good and nice to have others’ opinions…
Just that..
I think I have to improve le.
To be better in decision making..…

Don’t always said…
“Qing cai! (anything will do, in Hokkien)”
“As you like la!”

Heheheee….

narnia

2005-12-17T10:00:00.000+08:00

Watched “the Chronicles of Narnia: the Lion, the Witch & the Wardrobe” last week.
And I expect a lot in this movie..

After all…
I think Narnia is not bad..
But still, there are some disappointments.
Hmm,
Now, I can feel how Andrew felt after he watched Harry Potter & the Golden Goblet.

As not all of us know, Narnia is a children story.

“So, what can you expect so much for a children story??”
–this is what my friends told me..
Is it???

After watching all the trailers, seeing all the promotion in astro……
As audience, I expect a greater one.
But for me, I bit disappointed with some scenes coz they seems did not tell the audiences properly and tend to skip bit here and there.

Like I always said, thing always got two sides.
Although there are disappointments, there also some nice part…

I like the Lion…..Aslan.

SY told me that Lion symbolize Christ.
Surprisingly,
my tears drop when I saw He sacrifice for the sons of Adam and daughters of Eve.

it reminds me of the unfailing love...

;)

second try

2005-12-15T11:42:00.000+08:00

Second week in Pg.
It is a nice week, hang out with friends..
Chit chat, jokes around…..

Last night, after dinner, we plan to go for bowling…
Who knows…all lanes fully occupied.
So….we went for snooker.

Ha!
Last night was my second time went to snooker.

I still remember the first time,
I stepped into the snooker shop that I thought I won’t step in there in my life.
Hehe..
But then,
Last night I went again… ;)

My snooker skill……was really poor.
People like to say, “you zhi sai mou sat zai” (in Cantonese, which means know about the position or post of how to play snooker but dunno how to play at all…)
;p

As four of us not really “Pro”..
So we just simply play la….
Although we dunno and not really enjoy the fun of snooker, we really have fun last night.

If not mistaken, I successfully “goal” for few times ler….
Hehee…
O,ya…..gonna try out pool and see how is it… they all said pool is better…
Hehe

last night.

2005-11-30T00:08:00.000+08:00

i was frustrated with Tipie--the new member at my house.
it's a puppy.
haih....
just now only i realized it's so difficult to take care of puppy. luckily,not mine..
;p

today was my last night in kl. will go back to pg tommorow le..
;)
hmm.

let's see.
LLDTK,finishing soon.
pai se ler,tingting cant help you to finish it.. feel bad la.
anything,mc or sms me oo!~~ ;)
hmm...really cant wait to watch LLDTK la~~

sigh..

then...
i think i live in a pet house ler.. (wah,i soo bad la!)
coz, my house got 2 catss and one puppy le.
wondering how are they going to stay together ler? dog and catss under one roof wor...

o,ya...i have some pictures of the accessories that we bought in Laconic (Pg trip)
hehe..
all of us like their accessories le...especially tt. hahaha
hmm, wanna know more about our Pg trip. i think you guys should go to andrew's blog le. i think he will blog about that. (if din have, maybe i shall tell more about the trip lo??)

ok la...that's all.
o,ya....not to forget. i think i will not blog that frequent lol...coz,back in pg......dial up ma..
hehee.
;D

nice,rite??

nice?

2005-11-28T22:50:00.000+08:00

if i not mistaken, i SAID of writing something about food?!?!?!
hehee... i think i did...

ok,
once upon a time...
aiya, no la...last last week...before the Pg trip...
i had a blessed weekend with my sis and also nice week with friends,coz...we went for nice food!!!

wahahaha!!!

1. Pizza Uno.
for our LLDTK sort of "celebrate" dinner.
that was my first time to P.U.
but,i wanna say....
the food are sooo NICE LARR!!!!
hahaa....the lagsana,especially...wow,so nice! hahaa...
but,i'll say...very fattening one lo...hehehe..... ;p

2. Just Thai.
hmm, we were regret of having dinner at J.T. lo.....
one is cause of the small portion...
then, another reason is......
something happened!....
guess what.????
-----there's a baby cockroach in my friend's tea ler..............
awww~
and, after he told the waiter, he's like "ok"
then, they (the waiter and people in the counter, coz we sit just infront of the counter.) just IGNORE us!!
can u imagine...? they IGNORE us!
sigh.. so disappointed with them.
my frien then complain to the manager and he (with no expression) kept apologized.
honestly la,that time i think he (the manager) very funny la.. hehee.... ;p
then...he gave this "desert" for us..... (not nice also... ;P)

3.Delicious-Ms Read.
after J.T., we then go to this nice and comfortable (there got sofa and pillows ler....) cafe.
tell you, you gonna go and try there if you like cake...(like me!!!!)
i love those cakes.....

especially the chocolate cake and the apple cake (something like that, it look like a normal muffin but have apple cubes inside...)
chocolate cake...topped with a vanilla ice-cream with hot meld chocolate......
yum yum...
the apple cake is special, i think!
it's also topped with a vanilla ice-cream but the inside of the muffin is HOT!
eh....feel like eating cakes now la.....

haha.....ya ler,that's all for the brief info about the nice-food week..
hehe.
wher else's food nice ler?? tell me ler....
;D

telur bungkus

2005-11-27T01:27:00.000+08:00

started to enjoy mamak food when i came over to kl few years ago...

but,dunno why...i love only one dish----telur bungkus!

(telur bungkus- -is fried egg outside, then inside it got vege, meat and some sause) if you din try before gonna try...coz,i really like it ler.

took telur bungkus as dipper (dinner and supper together..i create myself la....coz,ppl got branch--breakfast and lunch, then i think i should have dipper?? ;p) just now....

wow,the food was sooo nice...
feel so good after eating it~!!

;D

what happen?

2005-11-26T17:50:00.000+08:00

been not blogging for a period ler.
i went back to Pg for a 4 days trip. it was really a nice trip ler.
ate a lotsss of nice food, yet the most important one is able to back in my lovely howntown after about 4 months study life in kl.

as we travels a lots within these days, i've found out a problem - - the toilet.
we went to restaurants, mamak, tol's rest house.......all the toilets are like..
...
...
we not dare to go in. even when you are outside of it, you can smell the 'special' smell of it...
hehee..

yesterday when i was on my way back to kl, i went the toilet at the 'rumah rehat' (the highway rest house)
the toilet is quite...dirty. immediately, i will think that for sure the flash of the toilet spoil or smtg which due to the previous users did not flash.
Manatau!!!!
i able to flash the toilet wor.
hmm...
...
i assume there are some irresposible people lo...

then, today, i went to LUCT's.
honestly speaking, normal days the coll's toilet is not that bad.....
but today--as coll's holidays, which means there are very few students back to coll (i think i saw less than 10 students in coll lo...)
yet, the toilet condition is like.......
OH, NO!!!!
worse than normal days ler.

so,what happen to those cleanliness workerss?
what happen to those users???
cant you just flash after you used?? is not that difficult...rite??

aiyo..i dunno ler...just pek cek (frustrated) with it la...

confused

2005-11-22T01:13:00.000+08:00

wow,miss me?
**blekk** i think andrew will be the first one to vomit. ha!
i had a nice week, hopefully you all too~
after the movie review, i plan to work on a food review (since last week i ate a lot....yeah,A LOT!)

hmm, planned to do it tonight. yet...somehow, things just will not goes on smoothly as you planned.
so,what to do?
--wait lo--
i am really tired right now ler..
;)

hmm, how come i planned but i dint do it today ler??
maybe because of a high "I" person (*i guess most of you guys not really understand this high "I" thingy. the "I" means , i am quite a influential people, wow wow~~ ;) --hehe, no la..it means i speak a lotss la..)
i will get emotional easily.
last few days, my sis is in kl..
honestly, i really have great time with her shopping around and chit chatting.
and i was in a really nice mood just now
yet, i was really pek cek (Hokkien, which means frustrated) with her now!!

what happened?
guess what??? she asked me to help her to brush her tooth wor...
( i know that she was trying to kidding with me, but, believe me, i dont find it funny at all!!)
that time, i really felt like cekek her..... (AWW! i am sooooo BAD!!! )

sigh...

emm, i seems half way explaining about the happening .
but,i have to say i wanna stop here coz,i dunno what to say anymore.
i just felt like there's many things floating in my minds...
but,i just cant get to catch them and understand what are they thinking and wondering of.
hmm....
suddenly it remind me of the scene in Harry Potter-- where Prof Dumbledore pulled out the blue shinny threat thingy...(memories) and put them in the 'water'
whatwi ll happen if this can happen to us..? just take out the stress, sad memories......??

but,
i believe whatever happened in our days will forever be kept in our memory...no matter good or bad..

- - patient for my next entry...will be few dayss then ler....coz,going back pg tml~~ yeah~~ - -

movies

2005-11-19T03:08:00.000+08:00

it is almost 3 am now.. still remember of kenny blog about this moment (if you watched the movie) haha..
ya la,Exorcism of Emily Rose, i watched it dee. finally~
;)
personally i like the movie, coz, emm, i think it is different from what i expected!
ya, it's different from normal horror movies..
wanna know more about it? watch it la!! hahahaa...
--dun feel like tell u all here ler...i think, it's better to watch urself oo~~ ;D --

the second movies that i watched was -- Zorro 2
hmm..
honestly, i not really like about the movie,maybe of the hero-heroin storyline lo....or..
maybe, coz it's not related with me gua....
anyway,about the movie--basically, pretty actress...NICE costumes.........hehee
--still, i prefer Emily Rose la... ;)

emm, planned to watch Corpse Bridge long time ago. yet, until now, i still din get to watch it..
:(
i guess, not able to watch it in cinema ler... perhaps, DVD gua..?!?!?!

then....Chicken Little.
at first, i not FEEL like watching it...coz, it (the chicken) seems sooooo 38.....n...u know la,after i watch,might become worse (38) ler.... nyaik aa aa... ;p
but then, after heard from andrew them.... i'm like...argghh....
I WANNA WATCH LA!!!
and....wonders....is it really that chubi (cute) and funny?? hmm....

then, here comes Harry Potter!
finally~ yeah.....
hmm, not so sure about how the movie is, coz most friends around me not Harry Potter fans, except my sis and i..hehe.....
yet, i think it will be nice lo.....
but then, xiaxue's feedback about the movie is not that good ler.... hmm....
half way reading the entry, i stop! u know la, i dun want to have a bad impression before i watch it. i rather have expectation...~~
anyhow, i'm still excited with it..... Ooo...Harry Potter...~
tell u guys after i watch it this Sun ya~~~
;)

---holiday-ing for a week, yet spent most of the time in editing lab. guess what?? LLDTK is distributing soon oo~~~ ;) gambaite together yo! YEAH~ ---

tour guide?!

2005-11-14T22:24:00.000+08:00

although home alone..(sobsob), i had a nice time oo~
;)
after going through so many busy weeks, finally i manage to have a relax night.

as i said, i'm holiday-ing, i din have much things to do.. (except those house works la).
basically the whole night i was just 'lengang-ing' (relaxing) here and there.

i was lying on my bed and thinking what to do.
then, i decided to start with my planning for the pg trip.

it's a Penang map oo..hehee (Jenny purposedly bought it ler..heee)

as most of you all know i am from this lovely place-Penang island.
consequently, when friends are going to pg (Penang), they will ask me for where to have nice food and where to visit.
again, as a nice person (few of u might vomit!ha!!) i just do my best to help them lo..
but, i was bit shock when i saw this...

look!!, pg island is so BIG in this map le.. hahaa

ok, let's see.....looking at the map, i dunno where start ler..where to tick or circle for them..
---coz, pai se (Shy in Hokkien) to say i am "bit" cacat in direction --even in pg.. ;p
haha

hmm, i think i have to have a thorough plan about where to suggest for them and for sure not to forget......nice food lol!!!~~

- - o, yeah, today get to ate this.....plum candy! it's nice oo...if you dint try it before like TT...then,shall buy it and have a try oo..only about 30 sen!~~ ;) - -

diary

2005-11-13T01:18:00.000+08:00

years ago, I used to write my diary.
until now, i think i had finished 3 diary books and now i am in the forth.
yet
sadly to said that, i have stop writing for more than one year.

still remember last time, i used to write down everything into my diary.
most memories: sad, happy, angry, tiredness.......
there are lotsss of memories in them.
then, i always like to go through them when i was free.
enjoy those sweet memories in past....

yet, i stopped it!........

actually, what is the purpose of diary ler?

to express the inner feeling that others dunno??
to leave something for remembrance?
hmm...

after such a long period, the word "diary" suddenly came across my mind.
hmm.
wondering should i continue on my diary career??
hehehee

seems

2005-11-12T01:48:00.000+08:00

sat,12.10 is the second day of my holidays. yet, i seems can 'feel' the holidays mood...
coz, there seems to have many things for me to do...

let's see...
- have to plan for the Penang trips...
- have to plan for shopping trips.. (ha!!)
- there are many movies that wanna to watch:emily rose, zorro, in her shoe,harry potter,chicken little(??)
- find intern...

wow,how come i seems to be bzer for holidays ler??
hmm..

but anyhow, have to enjoy the most for everything i do ler... ;) rite?? hehee

yesterday nite,went to Planet Shakers again..wow, it was rock,man! if u missed it...it's ok..
join it next year oo!~ **wink wink**

o,yeah...wondering..wanna go for chicken little or not ler..??
andrew described until like it is soooo nice...
stella also mentioned that it is very REALLY funny!
but, edwin said it's only 1.15 min wor....--not worth--

sigh,how??

new experiences

2005-11-10T12:39:00.000+08:00

yesterday was fun.
experienced many first-experiences in one day! ;)

having FTV presentation and our group docu is about Malaysian Fashion Identity.
all of us were dress up! eva in a really nice kabaya....andrew in a really cun baju melayu..(really nice la!!!!) then, SY in a cheong sam top where grace and I were in batik top!
wow.....
we were so nice laa...in all these traditional costume!!!
;D
for 20 years,this is my first time with a batik top.
at first I'm like..hmm, bit...strange la...
but,then...everyone praise me....that i'm nice in batik...hahaha......
opps... ;p
suddenly feel like buy kebaya ler~~~

last night - another new experience....going to Planet Shakers Concert with my cell members.
first time to concert....
at first I felt like...err....o..... (coz,everyone jump up and down...n.....I.......just cant like them la.... ;p)
but,slowly.....
being influence by others....and..I enjoyed myself there. ;D

and i bought myself this...Planet Shakers-t~

last but not least, experienced a 'dark' time at home.
whY??
heheee,days ago, the living room's light spoiled.

Then, last night, toilet's light spoiled.

...

o,yeah...
just imagine.......open the door,and welcome you is a totally 'dark' room....(at night la)

hmm....although I bit %$!@# with the 'dark' environment, think positively, new experience ma......

heheee....

in da lift..

2005-11-08T21:41:00.000+08:00

it was 8.45, reach home with empty stomach.....
automatically...I walked into kitchen...
aiyoo....!! two FULL packs of rubbish.........somemore smelly one...
argghh.....yerrrr...

starring at them....
...
..
.
cannot tahan somemore!! have to DESTROY them (throw them la...abo?heheee..)

then, walked out my place and waited for the lift (it was at level 4) then 'ting' (reach dee~), then...the door opened....
...
...
...

I was stunned....
coz, I saw the couple....kissing...in the lift...in front of me....

(WHAT?!?!?! I was like......I tot...THIS will only happen in drama??.........o,no!!!)

emmm, they were like...so shy....and i also la....
err,then...i wondering.... to go in?? or....not to??
hmm...

then,I walked in....
and all of us have a really quite time in the lift.

that's all... hehee..
still....emm.....how come like this ler???? kissing in the lift belak....

blue cheese

2005-11-08T00:22:00.000+08:00

was taking dinner+supper with friends last fri, there is a stall that selling "smelly tau fu" (chou tau fu, cantonese).

we then start the discussion about, why people love it?
it's smelly..to those who don't like....
it's nice...to those who love it!!
it tastes....hmm, duno,din eat before...and I not dare to try la!! ..hehee... ;p

then, dunno how, Irene then talked about "the making of blue cheese"

I: u know how they make blue cheese??

we: shaking our heads..

I: They will inject the bacteria into the cheese.

v: O_o?

I: after few days or weeks, the bacteria will turn into worms. and then, those worm will survived by eating the cheese. after months, the worms will also die in the cheese and then those 'blue blue mold' will pop out. then, the blue cheese is done!!

v: err..... o, like this uh?...hmm........

honestly speaking, that was the first time i heard about the making of blue cheese, with injection?? and then worms....?? then those 'mold'?? hmm....

v: any of you all eat blue cheese?

all:no!no...very smelly one...

v: how you guys know it's smelly ler??

I: go to tesco or giant la....then u take the blue cheese put close to the nose..then you'll smell it!

v:....

actually,I din have much idea about how blue cheese taste and how they make it. I just have the perception that blue cheese is a nice cheese (I thought it is just like normal cheese with added flavor) but, after Irene told that....hmm...... I'll say NO!!! blue cheese...

hmm,is it really true about her version of the making of blue cheese?? maybe gonna search later.......if I remember...ha! ;p

all about love

2005-11-07T01:12:00.000+08:00

yesterday, went for a movie with SY - - All About Love.
casting by Andy Lau, Charlie Yeung & Charlene Choi.

after heard comments from grace and paul...
i told myself: I must watch this movie. so, i went.... ;)

about the movie- - -
it's a beautiful movie....the angles are so nice....
wow, i enjoyed a lot,man!
besides that, all those little things that they done in the movie...just so nice....

i have to say, i went with expectations...
and i came out with satisfaction!!!

hmm,honestly speaking, movies are really personal.
i might love it, but you might not.
still, i like this movie and i think should recommend it - - nice feel, nice shots, nice acting..
;)

guess what,while watching it...i'm thinking of LLDTK.
LLDTK, where we put our efforts...and i know - -
LLDTK will be another touching one..!~
looking forward le...........!!~
;D

- - want to watch many moviess la..!!! thinking to watch the Exorcism of Emily Rose also....heard that it is REALLY scary, hmm.... - -

the week

2005-11-06T01:58:00.000+08:00

Hohoho!!!
opps, please don't misunderstand...not Santa la!!! ;p
pai se ler, not blogging for almost a week, i guess.
so,I'm here to do a summary of the holiday week ler.

First, Happy Deepavali and Selamat Hari Raya!!
err, I think I bit late, but the most important is got the heart to greet la...rite?
;p
ok, this week, I would say almost everyone around me are in holidays..
but, i din have my holidays lo. I spent my time with my works (assign and shooting)
hehe. although I din had a relaxing and lazy holiday, but I would say, i had a nice week!!!

The week, I spent long time with the LLDTK members...it's glad that now all of us are getting closer and closer...ha!!

Then, this week I ate a lot ler....nice food!
Pizza Hut....Burger King.....cake....Sushi King.......

wahahaha!!!! nice nice...... nyaik aa aa.....;p

o, ya...not to forget, a fresh experience with the new mamak at my place..
That day, tingting, grace and I worked late, so....that morning (2 smtg 3 ady..) we went to find food!!!....
then, we went in 'that' mamak and ordered our food.
tingting-nasi goreng, grace-maggie goreng, vynn-roti planta

after a while, my roti planta was served..
Ammm...

v: Argg... I think they put whole pack of sugar in my roti planta... it's soooo sweet!!!!!!!!!

......

Then, grace's maggie goreng was served..

g:hmmm....

tingting and I quickily tasted it, wow.....they use half bottle of kicap to fried it ler....

......

ting ting started to worry about his nasi goreng.......
and, same situation happen, they fried the rice with half bottle of kicap...
heheee..."creative" le....

so, we end up eating--
tingting--nasi goreng curry ikan, grace--maggie goreng sambal (smtg), vynn--roti curry 'kua'
(err,that one called 'kua'?? not sure ler,have to ask tingting....)

so, in conclusion, what's nice in the mamak??
- - Milo ais & Horlick ais!!

- pics of Tiny...She's soo cute...and everyone loves her......~~ -

too sweet

2005-10-31T22:26:00.000+08:00

I wanted to try this chocolate for a long long time ady.

but yet,
maybe...I not dare to try it out...
maybe....I scare it not nice....
maybe.....hmm,dunno.
anyhow, I bought it today! haha..

- -know why,coz I saw Stella friends ate it at house yesterday....so,I decided to buy it and try it- -

o.......
I finished two bars in 15 minutes,I guess.
hmm, if you ask me how is it. I'll say: I wont buy it next time..coz,it's too sweet for me...~~
but,if you like sweet stuff,then it just be nice or maybe excellent for you?!?! ;)

then,I have to say...
it's expensive la.....3.00....maybe coz of I bought it at 7-11??
but,still,I think I prefer the rice cracker Snickers....But,unfortunately......
they dint produce that anymore....coz,very few ppl like me....like that one....
sobsob.....
they so bad......I want that yellow packaging Snickers la!!!!!!!!!

flies

2005-10-27T23:26:00.000+08:00

Chatting with my gang are always happy..
you'll find me smiling in front of my pc.............look worried in front of the pc.......

yala yala....(I know you all know.....*qing cai la...dunno also pretent know ler...* ;p)
we 'chat' through mail....hehee..

b-Jin said something like this...

- - These days, the flies in Sydney keep following people. Guess what?!?!?! They (flies) even follow me to Uni ler..... Scary la.... Do this happen in Melbourne as well, a-Min?? - -

o,i was like O-o??
flies follwing people uh?? Then, i analysed about it..

What flies like...? - food - - rubbish - - - -
Why flies follow b-Jin ler?? - - opps, smell like rubbish????!!?? -

b-Jin was like..... #$@!#@#~!

oppss..

Then,a-Min explained to us, she said....

- -Flies in Aussie are like this, they will follow people especially International students. After my analysis, I found out this only happened to International but not local students. (this happened to me and other international friends also) These flies will follow the seasons for the 'following plan'. They will do that around Spring and Summer time. - -

hmm, interesting!!~

wondering....
when Grace and Andrew go over...have to be prepared and fight with those flies..??
hmm....Let's imagine.........
...
...
...

hahaa....I think it will sure be funny and interesting la!!... ha!! .... ;p

- - Emm, is it true?? - - Flies follow International students in Aussie?? wonders.. O_o - -

new member

2005-10-27T12:01:00.000+08:00

New member!! There is a new member at my home....

New housemate? - - consider also la..
Gender? - - female..
Chinese? - - opps..

sorry,have to clarify something. She.....is a cat. heheee

Oo,yeah....Stella keep another cat.
- - a two months old kitten...and, she's sooo small!!!
Compare with Chewy....then, it's like......a cat and a rat (i mean the size la...but actually Chewy also jealous with her ler...pity her..)

Stella has decided to named it as...
TINY~~
O_o

hmm, but I don't think this is a nice and proper name la.....
What if when she grow up?? as fat and as big as Chewy...? still call her....TINY~~?
so salah la..

pls pls...come out with come cute and nice name for this cute little kitty le....
;)

Here she is......TINY~~

apple green tea

2005-10-26T01:30:00.000+08:00

Went to Subang Giant to recee with tingting and Ben yesterday (now after 12 ler..hehee)
hmm...
we walked...walked..walked.....
o,I saw something.....hmm,a familiar packaging..

it reminds me-----

few months ago,I guess..was shopping with tajie, erjie and tingting at...Carrefour I guess.. ;p
o,ya! I remember, it was the day we had the bbq at Sy's place!!
;D
It was like this...

V: gelok..gelok..gelok....(drinking the drink)
G:how is it? nice??
V: hmm...good question!! wait ha... gelok...(drink somemore..)
G:...
V: ok...it taste like.....apple.....eh,no...green tea.....hmm,apple!.....eh,green tea la..... errr...apple......
G: grmmm....so,apple or green tea ler??
V: (look at the bottle...)

V:hmm, it's apple green tea la.! hehee.... :D
G: O-O
V:no wonder I confused la....apple mix with green tea ma... hahaa!
G:.....!@#%&#!~

opps, the last line..I add myself ler...coz, I think Grace for sure felt that way that time.....hehee
I told Ben just now when I saw this apple green tea drink. and he was like....laugh at me....
:(
pai se nia....emm,so funny meh??
but, I just telling the truth what.... it's really apple + green tea ma.....
hehee....
not to forget, i think the apple green tea is nice~~~

- - I think grace will still remember about this le.........nyaik aa aa.... ;p - -

survey

2005-10-19T21:04:00.000+08:00

received a message from a guy- -who asked me to help him for his survey about Malaysian food.
so, as a nice person, i am happy to help him...
but when i scroll down...... err...... i have to say.... pai se........i dunno la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

guess what he asked?!?!?!?
believed me...i think you'll have the same expression like me..... coz,i think most of us dunno about that....

- - How much 1kg of petai cost??

v: emm...i dint eat petai la...how i know??

- - How much do 1kg of durian cost??

v: hmm....durian....sell by kg one meh?? i tot....sell by 'biji' one..??

- - What is ikan flower horn??

v: wow,what's that.... i mean...ikan flower horn..? is ikan, is flower or.....horn?? err..............

hehee. i really dunno how to help la!!

can eat?? dont think so..

2005-10-19T01:11:00.000+08:00

finally i get to know how to transfer pictures from my phone to pc ler...haha~~
good good! ;D

went to LUCT presidential library today.
hmm, it's GD's branding and packaging part, found out some nice and interesting one ler. ;)

oo,these cup noodles are cute ler!!~

hmm...curry laksa.. it reminds me of the curry laksa at curry shake..

oo,how come all i shoot is food....??
hungry at that time ke?? ... ;p

Sy as the satay sause spokeperson? hahaha...

o,ya..not to forget about this......XXL 'cute' cup noodle....i think it's around 150cm height ler. wow...
who wanna eat?? i sure cannot finish it! ha!

this one,the last one, the special one..
it's just a banner outside of the packaging hall...but it surprise me the most....
coz....this balacan packaging was done by my sis ler!!
yo......jie jie....see this?? ;D **proud**

- - thinking to go and watch movies la.. - -