20050930

is good to chat

in S's room...

s: i think i am a bad person...
v: o? why you said so?
s: ya ler...i very kia-su,u know..?
v: where got oo?
s: ya la,whenever i see Cindy's or other classmates work.....i will then get back to my stuff and work harder on them.
v: it's good what! and i dun think this is call kia-su la..
s: is it?
v:..i think so..
s:...

then, she paused for quite some minutes......and i continue on my typing..

s: but yet, i think i am bad la.
v: uh?
s: ya le. i hear others said, if you are a good person, then most probably you are a good-looking one,
v: err.....gua...
s: ya ler,look at me!!
v: you are pretty a....cute somemore...
s:....really?? (excited!!).......but...
v: ???
s: nvm la,i have to think about it later..

meow~~ then,chewy come in....
s:chewy...come come!
v: harlo,chewy...
then, we played with chewy and forgot everything.

i think,sometimes we think too much......
maybe we should enjoy little things in life..which surprisingly ll bring great joy..!~ lol~
--maybe...play with chewy when stress?
hahaa...good idea ler..

^pc was done..n i think tml can on9 dee ler....yeah~~ nyiak aa aa.... ;D^

20050922

miss.....??!?

heiya,hoiya...~~ is me is me...
haha,not blog for a long time (actually just few days ler, but to me, it's a long long way...) hehe.. this is all because my pc has went into factory ler...(mic mic's place) to reformat lo.. cannot tahan with those unproper shut down and unknown ads n pop ups.......
hopefully, when my cpu come back...everything is fine la~~~ ;)

o,yeah..i'm happy.. coz,got people miss me for not blogging ler.
opps....(thick skin uh??!?) hahaa..
no la.......coz andrew tingting seems miss me ma.......nyaik aa aa...hehee... ;p

now, no pc at home.....no entertainment.......
i will say life without pc...is really bored....bored and bored...!!!
so, basically, my life after class is with books, magazines and notess....... **pity me..**
then,what else?
actually i have few things to share..just that i forgot.. (wait patiently la......^.^)
**ya la....wat you all expect me to have in mind while i am in lkw comp lab...using slow pc.......**
err...shouldnt think this way ler.... like i always said ' mai hiam then beh pai' ma.... (means if you dun critique too much, then everything will be not bad lo...lol!!)....this is how positive thinking works..haha..

eh, this entry seems.....err...din have a specific point ler...??...
;p
nvm la.....just to post something..so that you all wont miss me la....haha~~

20050916

expectation

Do you ever expect of something?? i always expect. emm..is it something good... or something bad le??

if i am invited for a party or event, i will expect something which i think should have in the party...
when i am taking photos...i expect to get good results...
when i am going for a horror movie, i expect to get shock with the movie...
when.......i expect.....
em, i think i expect quite a lots in my life--from everything that i go through or happen...
according to my understanding, expectation in things are something good. because, it helps us to put more efforts on something....but on the other hand, it does bring something bad.

what i remember was, year(s) ago , there is a movie - Prirates of the Caribbean. it was a famous movie that time. friends around me went to watch this movie when it has just been published. then, i was influenced by their comments...i started to have really high expectation in the movie. mana tau---after i watched it..i am like..UHH? honestly speaking, i not enjoy at all. i even dint get the storyline of the movie. dun ask me why and how this happen. but, really,my sis and i was..............
not to offense Prirates of the Caribbean's fanss, maybe..it's just not my type of movie...or, i just have tooo high expectation on it.. ya... ;)

then,another experience...i expect to have something good in a gathering. i dressed up....sang while driving......smiled to the guard.....o,yea..i'm really excited about the gathering. just..sigh....the gathering was really......bad.
everyone seems being forced to attend the gathering. most of them were not in good mood. so,i think we spent more than 1 hour 'chat with the lungs'
heheheee

em,so expectations is bad!!!?!!! i think not ler. is depends how you position your expectation..
for works, is good that we have expectations where we can put more efforts into it and achieve something good. but, too high or too much expectation will just stress ourselves..
again, dun have a clear conclusion for it. but things always have the pros and cons side of it ler. just make sure dun overdo a thing, then it will be fine.

so,i think, we just shouldnt expect so much la.
maybe....
dun expect so much about the movie before you go in the cinema...
dun expect to have a nice chat with friends and end up with nothing.....
dun expect to have a nice date before you going to the date...
dun expect to have nice anbd clear photos before you get the develop pictures...
there are too many not to expect ler.
in short, dun think too much lo. haha!~

by so....we will realised that life are full with surprises oo~~
anyhow..smile always~~
;D

20050914

nvm

you know, i always wish to design this blog to be a special and nice one...but unfortunately i'm 'cacat' with computing...especially those html...wow, will really faint ler! so, this is why no matter how this blog is changed, it will STILL using the common tamplate. anyhow, i just tell myself...'simple is nice'~ lol...

V wrote something about his past relationship. it reminds me...of something...
that time, i was insecondary, a bunch of us hang out together, laugh together, gossips together... (these are what gals normally do la~ hehe) everyone of them has their own significant song.. so, when i hear of the song then i'll think of the person. haha.. not bad,rite? mm, maybe not only me but you all experiencing the same thing..just that i dunno?? .......maybe
to me, i think it is really fun to have those significant songs... they accompany me go through the happy and bad times. i still remember when i first came here for my study, i always feel sad when i was alone in room. but, thanks God. i managed to overcome everything..........
ei? em.....seems out of topic.. hahaaa~~ it's ok ler! ;p

maybe you will be blurr with this post.. but, nevermind la.
like my friends always said --
" A+ for efforts, C for result.." not too bad ler......... <~~speechless>

20050912

enjoy

love, ever wonder what is it?
a friend of mine write smtg about it. then......i think hardly.
many people just like him...(*i would admit that i am one of them...hehe*) we afraid to get hurt.
-get hurt as in physically wounds and also heart breaking feeling in a relationship.
yeah, i agree. i dislike hurt. from a little cut on my right little thumb will make we jump up and down, then, how about a true heart broken feeling??
it reminds me about someone.... they had hurt me.....badly.
friendship, relationship........at that time i was really disappointed with him or her...
you know, she used to be my best best friend.......
and he.....almost or should say was an important person in my life..

yeah, that time, i was hurt, badly.

anyhow, everything was over. i overcome them~
i dunno will you read this or not, yet, i just wanna say....everyone dont wanna get hurt,not only you. dun because of a heart broken experience then shut up the door and keep others that care about you outside.
surely, we'll experience both sadness and hapiness in life,rite?
without sadness, how are we going to know the joy of happiness? without sadness, how are we going to appreciate the joyful moment?
without sadness, how are we going to grow stronger and live better?

just....enjoy the sadness and happiness in life,dear frien.

memo pad

aloha~~
yeah..is me,again. yesterday was a lovely and relaxing sunday...just, a little thing happened. em, my friends laughed loudly about this little thing, and me myself also wondering how come this happened to me????? y o??
what actually happened? o,yeah...going to tell u guys..
---i cut my thumb while i was opening the cup noodle yesterday.

"WHAT?? you cut yourself while opening the cup noodle???"
"hahaha!!! how come......u......muhahaha"
"err......................................(*speechless,i guess*), be more cvareful next"
this is what my friendsss said to me when i told them about this little accident of my thumb.
sigh. is not Me, that want to cut my thumb,ok? just accidentally.... wondering, how come this 'accident' happened on me?
coz i am a careless one..? or...? honestly speaking, this is the only reason that i can think of. em. perhaps, just be more careful then!~

sometimes wonder. as i am writing this blog. will there anyone that will read on it? anyone, who will spent some precious times reading this one two dots in my life?
if,there is no one....then, why am i still writing?
yet, i think i will still writing (*at least for now i still feel like writing once a while* ha~).
maybe as a memo pad in my life?.....yeah...a memorable memo pad...