I realised something tonight, it's a simple thing...
last time,i will say, 'i hate cat!!!' when my housemate wanna takecare of a cat... honestly speaking, i not really like at that time. but, i can see she really like to keep it, therefore, i agreed. gradually, i not so afraid of cat.. but still,when the cat 'meow' me...wow,really, hairs stand up ler~~~ geliii.... just now was at living room, chatting with my housemate, then chewy (my housemate's cat~ or should say our cat..) come over...wow,he meow at me...but surprisingly... i did not feel geli anymore. perhaps, get used with it? or, i changed my perception about cat? haha.. beside that, i even played with him ler. i cant really believe at that time,i gonna say, i really hate cat last time. but now...... emm..... not really,i guess. : )
then, i watch Brother Bear cartoon just now. before this, i have the thought that 'Brother Bear' is NOT a nice cartoon (although i dunno about the story... ;p) erm, how come i have this thought ler??? but,after watching the cartoon, i know i was wrong. Brother Bear is nice~~!! i not sure about how others think ler,but...for a cartoon lover...i think it is nice~~ ;D em, luckily i try n watch, if not..i miss a nice one ler...
so, is that whatever we think is not really true?? maybe sometimes leer. or,most of the times?? if i not agree with Stella for keeping Chewy..then,i'll be still dislike cat?? emm,maybe ler.. so,in another way, can say that we should always step out and try. try something new, try something different, try something.....should say,try on everything. then,only can learn..... learn what ler?? dependss lo.... hahaha~~~ ;p
It has been quite some times i din blog. how long was it? er,around one week or less than that i guess. one week, it might be a long time to some people but at the same time it's a short period to some people. last sat,when back pg to see my father who is still in hospital. suddenly realised that my dad is getting older and older, day by day. he has changed. when walked into the room, i saw him lying on the bed. i still remember his face, he looked so restless but when see me he still smile with me. that moment, i tot..he's ok. maybe like what my sis said he has get used with the hospital (my dad hate hospital the most). sun, before i came back kl,i went to see him again. while i am sitting on the bed site, then he said something to me. something about blaming himself of falling down, makes us worried...have to spent quite an amount.. feel so bad when heard these. but,i told myself..i have to be brave, at least not to let them worried about me. i know, i will take good care of myself..be an independent me! ;) tml,my lovely daddy will go for operation. dr said,it is a quite big surgery. although try to comfort myself, still, worried. like my sis said..no matter how,we'll still worry and he'll feel scare.. after last wed, the uncontrolled nite, i feel bit disturb right now. maybe,just think too much? or, it's just normal.. pray hard, Lord. to protect my father...
there are friends around us. maybe few of them,or lots of them. --plural la. haha! :p most of them will not have exactly the same characteristics,rite? one maybe shy, another talkative.. then, playful , quiet..... em, characteristics are important to a person.. just wondering characteristics of a person is choosen by the person himself? or born to have the characteristics ler?
still remember few years back,when i was chit chatting with my sis, she kept advising me - not to be that playful n notti.. *em,as u all know,i just got bit naughty n bit more playful la. ;) * then...i replied. i will always remember what i replied her, -- not i want to be playful and notti,just...i am like that... i born so.. -- o,my sis was so mad when she heard my answer. it's an EXCUSE!! is it really an excuse? for that time i dont think so. i really born to be bit notti n playful??
gradually,i have the thought that, we choose or maybe should say we learn to have a characteristic. these days, friends around me will use a 'word' that form my two number to describe me.. * u guys know la...hehe* last time,no one will said me so...but now...quite some of them said so. why ler? i changed? i learn it? or...i just 'realised' this characteristic in me? or,it is not consider a characteristic? just a way of communicate??perhaps...
but then, i remember someone told me. if you think you are lack of patient, then learn it. learn and practise to be a patient one. or, a friendly one... which means,we do learn these characteristics in life... we are not born to be like this or like that lo. emm,ic...that's why results of personality test will change.... :)
emm,after all, i think i understand ler - - we will learn and change through times go on... *is it?* i might be a talkative one now...but later...might become a quiet one... em... em...
after reading,some might put their hands on the forehead n just sigh.. ;p just wanna say - - you will get used to it....keep reading my blog ya~ ha!!~ ; )
Hmm...fresh air.. so nice that the haze condition in kl has improved! and even nicer than pg's condition also improving... ;) start of this sem, i did not blog as frequent as before ler, just blog few days then..or when something happen in my life. steal my friend's blog title which i agreed - life is unpredictable. we dunno what will happen few years then, next week,tomorrow or even later. within these few days, something happen to my close friends. they remind me more that,everything in life is unpredictable. we wont say that 'i know, this this this will happen later...' or, knowing the sequences in life. things change. today i might be a healthy one..tomorrow,i might fall sick... n even few days then,i am not with u all anymore... ha! no worry,nothing happen to me.....just,this is life! a gal,has found out suffering of lung cancer last sarturday, n she's only 20...like me. isnt that shocky.? i am imagining,if that happen to me...what will i do? live even stronger? or,will feel the contrast way? i dunno. then,my frien told me,appreciate. Appreciate everything around you...the people, a cat, the warm sun shine...... : ) just now, i was trying to renovate my blog. unfortunately...i have no idea of where to start n how to start.... then,i realized something... in my blog,beside black and white, what color you see? green. since when i start to love green? green,used to be the color that i hate most... but now.......? hehee........
Dunno why,pass few days i keep felt tired ler. therfore,i always become piggy quite early. hehee,perhaps to charge kao kao before starting all those assignments? hehe. these days,when friends meet me,they will sure come out with a same ques--Are you recovered ady?? o,so nice to know that friends around still care of me ler.. hehe,i will say. recovered d,but still bitbit la. ^u guys might wanna hamtam me le...what the mean of recover but still bitbit ler? --got grangmother story one.. yesterday went to red box with the soong family. a nice outing ler. hehehee,n guess what..there are only 4 of us,but we are in a party room!!~~ the room is so big.....it even has a mini stage which we can sing n dance there o..... then, is the hazzy prob. the hazzy condition in puchong n cyberjaya seems getting more serious. someone said there also places burning in cyber. emm, then,pity us students have to study in a 'genting' environment lo. really hopes that this hazzy will solve asap ler,if not,not only make my nose n throat itchy even difficulty in breathing ler. : / o,yeah..not to forgot,quite some ppl praise of my new look ler. nyaik aa aa... ;p emm...some said look tun tun la...but most said it suits me oo! looks cute...n innocent. em,is that praising? anyhow,i think it is la! so....hahaa..so how u think ler? i think most of u all sure agree with me ler.... **wow,happy,man....** - - -o,tingting saw damien today le. but still din get to see him la...hehe.... ;p
today is a free day,which supposedly not. besides that, today, i home alone...housemate went work, another one went back to pg. i am so free, so free...flipping old mag,playing JJ new album... something attract my attention - - 40 exclusive Penang special in the cover page of 2003 Vmag. hugging the mag,i walk into my room. started to enjoy it.. flipping..flipping..finally i saw them with theme - Penang Forever. there are pictures all over..pictures that so familiar...building that i wont forget..n the cultural bg.. i was so happy. --o,ya..in case you dunno, i am from Penang. after those pics, there are interviews of pg ppl which title " I Love Hometown!" seeing those ppl,all from pg..their interview saying that how much they love pg..the food,the building,the people,the culture... while i reading concentrately, tears drop. then,i paused. why am i crying? i dunno. i am not sad,but excited and happy of what they said about pg. so,i can confirm one thing is - I love pg as well, just like some others pg ppl. we have the same hometown, we have the same feel. just...how nice is it. ;) i not prefer Vmag magazine before this, but now...it seems gimme another feeling. it's not that bad,uh? hahaa..
great day great day. why? hehee, it's because...wow,i bought a new bed,man!! yeah~~ maybe,having a new is not so hoo haa (learn from didi)..but.. to me...wah..so nice.... on9 for quite a while dee, dunno why,tonight feel sleepy. keep yawning since i went into my bed ler. how come ler? after thinking,i found a reason--the bed seduce me.. haha! em,sound funny ler. guess what,chatting with er jie,she keep oppse my talk which my bed seduce me ler... if not,why ler...rite? nyiak aa aa.. (not understand? back to last one..hehee)
sigh,my pc seems bit not feeling so well ler. wondering is it because of last nite.. no worry,ntg happen..just..seems received a virus ler. maybe not to say RECEIVED la. i not sure...coz,i din save it ma.. somemore anti-virus scan my pc...said no virus found wor.. emm.. emm... keep hang..is it a symptom of kena virus? coz,before this,my pc not like this wor.... cham la....i worry ler... pray hard...no.....
WARNING -- when someone send u a msg telling u have a pic with the sender..just ignore n cross it ok..... if not,maybe sitting here worried but dunno what to do like me...sobsob...
first day of august, first day of my new sem, first day of new lives in my apart as well. ;) until now,it's a nice starting... although i still not yet recover from my sick....still with my SEXY voice.... still with those coughing noice, i still enjoy this 'first' day. nyaik aa aa.. ** in case some of u all dunno about this phrase "nyiak aa aa"...let's explain bit...it's a sound effect.... then...it's a personal one,coz it's my laughing sound.....ha..oh,no...is nyaik aa aa.....;p** emm,maybe today is the special first day..i feel so fresh. so fresh while attending my class, meeting friends and even with my housemates. o,ya..not to forgot...i have a new housemate, a sweet gal just like me.. oppss.. ;p today,also received nice giftss from my 'tart' family.. **the soong has evolved become the tart,yeah~~** a cun n so 'siewmay' cloth...rite? hehehee.. n a nice book!~ how sweet..... :D feel that i am so lucky in this new n first day o.. err,perhaps, some might say it just a "normal" 'first' day,ok? but, i satisfied!!! --so,how was ur first day ler? *wink~~
