20050529

"f a m i l y" day--

yesterday--28052005 was a nice day..
firstly,i watched Madagascar!~
early morning,while Grace n I were on our way to Sunway...
serious traffic jam.
maybe not to say traffic jam, but many many many carsss.
y? saturday wor. perhaps, shopping,or like us going for Madagascar? who knows...rite? haha!!
then,in the cinema...many children....hehe...include us~ :p
for me,i was excited of the movie la. i keep telling myself not to be too excited as expect high,might get disappointment when come out.
after watching..
it's a nice cartoon....
n i have to say...the 4 character really alike with us ler...
the caring Gloria, the 38 Zebra & Girafe n the funny Lion.
hehee...guess what,when watching...i keep relates them with 4 of us la....
i like the story where four of them can overcome problem and the trust among them..
so..i also hope that we--the 'soong' will like them....together no matter what we face....n trust among us....the friendship also the 'familyship'..hehe!~
:D
suddenly,.think of something..can i say today is our "family" day?!
hehee..not bad uh?
then,finally go n try on the P&Co top that i aimed for few months ago...
er,i'll say quite disappointed that not look really nice...just can say...
not bad la~~
although they said when i wearing...it's just so siewmay style.. u know...
err,what that means.....not really sure ler....maybe everyone will have own justification gua...hahaa..... anyway...just can tell it--we no fate la....but,if u got 50% less....i might consider buy u home la! haa!~ :D

20050528

perfection

wonders..
is everyone going after perfection?
perfection here means...the inner side.
confident
creative
friendly
cute
polite
cool
arrogant
proud
humble
o...what am i doing? confused..seems mix up.
everyone's perfection is different.
it is a long run for improving...
there is a phrase that i used to say---
to be normal also a kind of happiness.
just,how many people can reach the level...
maybe..dun think of all this ll be another kind of happiness,rite?
;)....................*wink!~

yes..or..no

i said about friendship forever last time...
some friends told me...yeah..there is NO SUCH THING as--
forever friends.
here,i will say..
if you believe in it,then there will be forever friends.
but,if u are not,then there wont be any lo.
as simple as that.. ;p
many friends told me--appreciate.
yeah,which i am learning.
i will say,learning to appreciate is not something simple.
appreciate friends beside you.
appreciate every words that they speak.
appreciate the music that you're listening to.
appreciate the food that you ate--dun critic too much... ;p
appreciate anything that beside u...
it's really many things to appreciate..
seems even heavier than my assign---
maybe this is how life like.......?
;)

20050526

...memory

one of my best friend called me...
its excited...surprise n...nice..to receive her call..
n,she remind me--today another best frien left us...
suddenly feel down.
no matter how close we are,
we'll still depart...
we as a gang...for 5-6 yrs...
cried together.
laugh together.
malu together.
training together.
kena scold together.
walk together.
dance together.
............
there are so many things that we did together.
now,2 in aus,1 going uk soon,1 in s'pore, 2 in kl, 1 settled down in pg,another 4...waiting to go to local Uni..
wondering,when can all of us gather together...n spend time together like last time?
...
friends...are important...
we spend most precious times together...yet,dunno when we ll separated....n when we can gather again...
really feel to meet jc once before she left ler..
but..too late.
i guess she's in the way to aus ler...
--a voice telling myself that:
no worry,there ll sure a time where u all can gather again.
but,
when will it be?
2 yrs? 4 yrs? 10 yrs? or we might forgot about each other...
n forgot about those days n times that we spent before?
that's why,many people say:
There is NO such things as FOREVER frien wor.....
??

someone told me...
memories is something precious.
coz,it's the prettiest...perhaps we should also feel glad that there are all treasure in our 'memories'...

no matter how,i still believe--there are friendship forever...
**winkwink ;D

20050525

p r o mise

do you ever promise yourself something... but end up you broke it or even forget about it?
i am that kind of person..
things always happen like i was so passionate in it
but,end up...." huh? o,there's smtg like this ha..."
hehee..
do you ever feel hate...no,maybe use say 'dislike' some of your characteristic n feel like changing them?
i did...many times....
but,end up...i still the 'original' me....
hehe
i am that kind of people that can have many thoughts when see at a thing..... when i wanna express out...i forgot everthings...
hehe,
like in here,i think it's hard to find i only write about 1 thing...in 1 article..i have used to throw everything in a box...hehehe
like dustbin?? perhaps,not!~?
sigh....
n another thing i wanna say is...i like to end thing with saying something like 'i dunno....'
n now....i gonna say...i start to duno.....
dunno what i plan to write at first...hehee
:D

r a i n n y..

rainny day.
again, went to pasar seni with sy...
developed my pictures...n also try to get the things for my signature assignment...
first,dunno y,i wait for a long long long time,then only manage to get a bus....sigh.....
forget about that......when i reach....plan to go paper gallery..mana tau.....moved ady.. ^^sorry ler,didi..i think u also cant managed to find the shop..pai se ler..^^
then....can eat donut ler... **wow,long time din eat my beloved donut liao..yummy!!** :)
then,wanna infrom something....today--i sort of explore the 'flood' that didi mention in pasar seni... luckily was,it's not that serious,but sy and i also become half 'soup chicken' lo...haha! i would say-- i already quite some times din get what in rainny day lo..so,it's fun also...although cold!~~~~
hehehe....
i think today God seems want me to work on my patience...coz,again when i wanna go back...i wait for long long long time only manage to get the bus..... err,wonder how long i wait ler...i think not really TAT long,just around 1 hour ler...hehe~ :D
o,ya...not to forgot...i collect my pics...erm,i would say they're not bad!!! hahaa...they are clear,man...so,didi...dun say blur is my style....no more..i changed dee...now,clear is my style..hahaha! opps,seems......hehe
nee......that's all......simple life...... ^.^



20050524

t i r e d..

i am tired. really.
feel like wanna ask someone to massage with me....
neck pain...shouder also...
sigh,perhaps like what my frien say--getting old.
:(
dunno y,tonight felt tired.
cant really concentrate in my script..
mayb,coz of it is over the max legth that Roslina want...
but,i still got around quater of it?
hehee..how o? dunno..
just tell myself...just write...until finish....then only see how lo..
plan to watch tv...
but,really tired...somemmore tml have to wake early.
AaaRrrrR!
something troubling me...
i think..
but,what it is??
dunno..
mayb nothing..just somehow,think too much?
mayb..coz,gals like to think...
listening to eason's album now...d old one..but,hey're nice...
;)

20050523

p a t i e n t ---

Drinking green bean soup...
thinking of somthing.
is it when a person spend long times with another person,
then, relationship will be built.
in purpose or out of purpose..
reading a chinese book - night roses--
The author describe,
the relationship was built between he, a gal housemate and a dog.
from cool to warm.
from unknown to care.
wondering,
when a person walk after you....'walk'.
give you the freedom of choosing your direction,
freedom of managing time,
feedom of socializing,
ll relationship be built?
patient -- an important element in life.
testing our patient.?!.
why did i typing all of this?
or, why are you reading this?
opps....dunno, but...
patient frien...
just put a smile on your face and everyone will change because of your sweet smile...
;)
not to forgot is - - the green bean soup is really nice.
is it call green bean soup?
anyway...just green bean soup.
;)

enjoyable t i m e - -

Ever wonder we can communicate with children and learn from them? mayb some of you know about this since long time ago, but for me - i will say, most of them time i dunno how to handle children especially baby. yeah, i like baby...u know,those cute cute babies...wow,geram ler. somehow, i scare them. i scare i will make them cry, i scare i dunno how to play with them... that's me, always scare this n worry that when i am with a baby. so end up most of the time i also return babies to their mummy or daddy.... i scare la!!! :P
now, i learn something. Actually babies know how you feel when you are with them. they are so sensitive, they know whether you are having fun while you with them, whether you are nervous or you are steady. indirectly, your feeling will affect their as well... hehee
so,when i go back pg,sure have to hug babies steadily..with a calm mood. i think this time i sure will do a great job in take caring babies... yeah!~
this weekend,i have a nice and enjoable time. first, i join a course - parenting in the pew; where i learn about the coomunication between myself and baby. then, i have a nice sunday - relaxing sunday. o,not to forgot, have a great friday...hehehee
Friday--i broke...broke as in i bankrup while playing Monopoly with my tajie, erjie n didi.. so bad ler,the didi keep built houses and hotel!!!! sigh... sure got next time, wanna kena u...hahahah!!! n, have a nice lunch...lovely pasta n fruit punch by my didi....hehee... all of us were so enjoy ler....hahahaa.....hope we can like that everyday o....... ;p
then....the course....although i still not a parent, but i think is nice to attend and learn from there. at least now,i would say i am more confident to be with a child or baby than before... ;)
----
o,ya..just now 8TV got a prog which introduce new movie that coming soon.. er,not so sure about how 'soon' they are but,there are many moviess coming soon....wow!! looking forward for that ler... like Narnia, bewitched,chick little, a like love.......what else? forgot, but...many more.. ;) hehee... cham la...mood flew to cinema ady. ;p
but,
now---is....
Madagasscar...next sat......hehee.... ^.hipopoo.giraffe.zebra.lion.^

20050520

o ! --190505--

oo,after suffering for few days,finally i've pass up Anita's assign today. woo..release d!~ ;)
let's imagine,these days...i had quiet life....ya,is QUIET...
no sound in my room,except key board sound....no music....no radio...aiyoo,so nice ler..hearing those nice songs now!~ :)
not saying i am a hardworking one o,just want to say,this really is a hard assign.. officially thanks for my nice n chubi didi lo!~ rite??
nyiak aa aa..... :p
share something i did today.
as i said today is the deadline for the assign,for sure all of us are riushing of that,rite? ya,all the soooong are gathered in my place. ^o,so nice ler...^
ok,after starting to work on our essay...suddenly,didi found something. guess what is it??
guess ler...
hehee--it's a monopoly!~
then, we start to play the monopoly lo....on the deadline day of our assign...not bad,rite? heheee
then....we start on playing. frankly la,feel bit,really a bit only,bit bored la...but,slowly..
err,feel the fun o..coz,all of us start to 'buy' and 'build' houses on our 'land' lo... :D
erjie,me n didi even fighting to build more houses....
1 hour pass--
2 hours pass---
3 hours pass----
er,not so sure how long we played,got 3 hours? mayb bit hyperbola la...hehe.
the game then end with ta jie bankrup o..hahaha..
coz--she kena didi's housesss which cost a lots...what a cruel didi... opps,err...no la,monopoly have to play this way only fun ler.. rite? ok,after enjoying..then we go to coll lo,submit assign lo,then went home lo....
o? not yet home,we were at tesco...shopping.. err,shopping in tesco--sound bit..strange? anyway,we just shopping in tesco.
hehee...coz there are plans for tml ma.... somemore at my place ler. wana know? wait...patiently..... ;)

20050516

picss.

hey,finally i figure out how to post pics here ler..hehee.... ;D pai se nia.....luckily i am not tat 'tun' yet lo.... :p
k, Remember i said about there were 2 pics that i quite like? that time was my only time where most of my pics were clear ler.... eh,dun ask me why... i dunno not what is the reasons or secret behind la... err,thinking how my sis managed to get those nice pics with this same camera last time huh?? wonder......

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how is it?? i mean..how's the pic....already the best lo...i think....nvm,ll work harder.. so,wait for my better pics next ya!~ ;)

a c c e p t--

let's say about past few days lo...
fri---went petaling street..so lucky manage to get a 'makeup bag' for the GC thingy..hope that the idea ll works la! then,went National Library......
sat--- nice time for church cleaning...eating Chendol... **yum yum!!* n in Grace new house lol!! hehe....
then,today~~~A lovely & lazy Sunday. dunno y,i realized that these days i very lazy, cant finish the things as i planned! sigh...
err..normal day -- breakfast, lunch and dinner as usual... just,my scanner seems 'm a t i' ler.. i not so sure about that, while i am half way scanning things for my frien...it stopped working! y o?? there is a pop-up keep saying---
'release the lock switch, detach the usb cable.....' smtg smtg... what it mean o?
guess what? i unplug all the scanner plugs..then plug in again... yet,no use....! wondering what happen ler... just pray hard--not spoil la! if not,i think my sis will kill n cut me into 18 pieces ler... **scary~
on fri,i get back the pics that took in klcc that day. as i say--they turn out blur...very blur....almost all of them blur.
how ler?
borrow another camera lo..abo? sigh... honestly la,is impossible that i am not sad lo. but,what can i do ler? still remember that day when i was looking at those pics in the shop. my mood was like jump down from 18 floors ler... *iiieuuu....toi ao...** hehee
sigh..
eh!! cannot like that,should smile la,right? ;) smile only will look pretty ma....... hahaa.....
like a story that i read in the afternoon, we have to always apreciate our memory; no matter it's a sad or happy one.. so,just take it open heartedly gua? err,open heartedly?? got this phrase? anyway...understand then should be ok lo... :p
so,accept the pics lo,i know i sure can do well next time ler... gambaite nee!!~ just hope will get nice pics that i want next time lo......
.....
;)

20050513

s h o o t ing . k l c c

hey,guess what..?? quite some ppl asked me that since when i have a didi wor....hahaa.....but,i have to say.... he really is my didi ler....heehehehe..... ;)
let's see...today is a tired but nice day......guess what?? i went klcc for shooting ler..........
then,i realized that it's difficult to shoot portraits of ppl..just imagine u aim at kids or ppl that is playing or walking around..after u adjust the correct shutter speed n aperture (using manual cam) then when u ready to snap...they ran away....... sigh... aiyoo,geram nia!!! have my own model is better ler,rite,guyss?? ;P then, i found out that my camera really got problem...as SY they also said the len is blurrr....so i think this time (already the third time),my photos ll turn out blur ler...sigh...... **my style,huh...?** how oooooo.... ;( realy sad ler......especially when i know that those pics will turn out blur but i still continue taking them.... :<
sigh!
today,i try a new drink ler...^special recipe=grape+vanila coke... can u imagine the taste...honestly..... not sooo bad la..hahaa...just bit... "fresh" i will say..some might dun like it,like grace,SY and andrew....but,i think it's not bad lo....hehehe......imagine...the taste of coke,vanila...then with grape...n it's a soft drink...*got gas la...* hehee..... thanks to didi la..,rite?? ;)
oh,ya...remember i said about want to post pics here.....n i dunno how n andrew show me ler,that's y his pic is in my blog la.....err,although he already show me...i still not so sure about that la...so,gimme some times la....i've to learn la....to post pics here...n 'renovate' here ya...hehehe...... so,be patient ooo... **eh,testing ur patient ler,coz u know me la...so,i think this will really take some timesssss** ha!!
~~yawning-------
tml ll be another bz day ler...... eh,tml..? o,should say today....

20050512

My didi

my mou liu punya didi

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my p h o t o s--

i get back the pics that i took yesterday ler...this film i explore those lenses that my sis has.....n i also tried very hard to get the 'titit' sound while i am shooting as to get clear pics ma.....
luckily that,they turn out clearly.....i quite like 2 of them ler......
err,plan to share here...but,cant figure out how should i post a pic here ler...y lerrr??? make my mood down ler.....coz,just now was in a good mood to share these nice pics...but,now...anyway.......ll got chance then.......
sighh..

20050511

something n i c e --

After watching my daily TVB drama, as i plan i wanna to get started with my FTV treament... but,wait.....something seems missing...oh,no!!! my journal........i din bring back mine...?!?!!! straightly, i called grace, then i know that my journal is not with her..i starts to feel worried....where will it be??? with andrew? or with sy??? seems impossible,anyway..i just leave them a msg each...... luckily.....it's with andrew....wow,releasing,man....... really luckily...n happy about it!! ;)
After doing 8 scenes for my treatment, start to feel bit bored ler....;p hehee....i'm waiting to 10p.m. la...coz..there will be an old movie show in NTV7....which i know i will enjoy a lots.....haha!! notii la,me.... ;p
Go through my Nu You magazine.....found out something interestting.....the Madagascar cartoon will be releasing on 27.05.2005...soon ler!!!!! wow,really cant wait for this,then i realized somthing.....it has a cun poster....there are 4 main characters....
Gloria--Hippo---Grace
Melman--Giraffe---SY
Marty--Zebra---Vynn
Alex--lion---Andrew
but,see carefully, will find out that Gloria vs. Grace and Alex vs. Andrew got the same alphabet oo!!! hahaa,Grace and Andrew dun beat my pet pet when see this oo!!!! ;P i have to admit here is,4 of them really like 4 of us ler....is dreamwork production get the idea from us????? ;P
besides this,wanna share a book,which i think it will be a nice one,n plan to go n get 1 soon ler...hehe,is written by a Japanese writer..the title of the book is "after dark".....i think it ll be interesting because the book is about things that happened between 11.56 p.m. until 6.52 a.m. ....sound interesting?? no matter how,gonna get one...then only share how is it ler,k?? ;)
there's a movie that i think would be quite entertaining "Monster-in-law".............which they change it from mother-in-law.....so,can briefly figure out the story,rite??
wow......gonna have a good financial plan lo....if not....might get pk easily??? --------- ;)

20050508

b l u r r e d pics

It was a nice sat that i have to meet a frien--M....in Sg. Wang. i was in a really good mood when i on my way to collect our pics which were taken on fri....... after collect those pics... i am quite sad...as.......again,my pics turn out blurred......
what happen??????
i am so curious n start identifying the reason that due to these blur pics........ sigh...... coz of this,i met my frien in a soso mood....cant really enjoy chatting like i normally did.........my mind keep thinking about those blur pics......
even when in church also cant really focus......this lead to a dull mood.......a boring and suffering time.........wondering about those pics..........
now re-call back,i think i am kind of stupid...which let this 'govern' my emotions..... is this the reasons that cause my gastric??? as cw told me,emotions is one of the main cause that causing gastric...then,i wonders.....
finally,i called to my sis--as the manual camera that i using was hers.......then,i think i found the reasons that causing all of those blur pics.........is the focus lens......it is more censitive compare to others...n i think my skill also contribute to the blurness of the pics......
like cw said,knowing the reason will help in finding the cure methods.....so,ll take more pics as to experience out..hopefully get clear n nice pics lo......hehee...
;P

bz frii

i would say..i had bz...pack...wonderful......fri....;p
coz...i cant even on9...to check mail..or do my favourite things--chit chat with my friends...in msn...or drop by here.....
friday....went shooting with my 'soong' family...we r so enjoyed....shooting each others as our model...perhaps santalis wont ban us for portrait shooting..? ;P learn to be thick skin ler... just imagine..we are posting in those lorong lorong.....in petaling street...hahaa... those uncles and aunties are like.."what happen with these ppl...tooo free ke????" hahaaa...even some ask us... ;P but,there r few friendly uncle...encourage us...n enjoy looking us shooting...hahaa!!~ the most pai se part is have to jump up one lo...as i am not so....good in jumping...(dun ask me y...just...sigh...) i am like so pai se ler...coz....all of my friends are like....continue jump lerrr....jump....Jump....JUmp...JUMp...JUMP!!!!!! wah!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thankfully....finally they shooted after few tries.....hehee......
then,is my 'ai xin' red bean soup.....i think it's yummy lo...hehee,guess what....my housemate--yl finish almost all of my red bean soup ler.....just left 1 cup for me...anyway.....enjoy the cold cold red bean soup st 12 smtg mid night.....yum yum... ;)

20050506

what happen..?

what happen actually??
--PC presentation.....
--cooking 'red bean soup'
--found something i lost.....
ok,let's see....today..again..have to go coll in a formal wear...sigh..... hot,man......!.. a good n at the same time bad thing happen---> my high heel 'gone'.....due to a crazy run with my friens.....^^ in high heel...let's imagine...haha!!! then....sigh......there goes my high heel lo....but,i ll go n get a new one soon la!! *wink!
hahaa.....overall not a bad day...just.......wondering what happen with my red bean soup ler? the red bean cannot get 'soften' one ler...what happen ler.......boil for so long........aiya...i dun1 to cook not nice punya red bean soup for friendsss la............
----red bean,red bean............faster get soften ya!!
then.,......remember......last night i still making noices with my first posting..? yup...guess what...i found it just now....hahaa.....so...lost n found!!!
;)

20050505

missing

ooooooh...realized something.... my first posting was lost!!!!!! wat happen???? sigh......do it mean that i have to re-type again..? but i already forgot la.......just remember it's about a movie that i watch last Sun...... sobsob...
geRR!!!
anyway.....will start this blog OFFICIALLY tml ya......... ;)